What is love?

Chapter 43

"Mambobola" she said and strangled me na paloko lang, I bobbed my head kunyari and then we laughed tapos I kissed her lips again, i know the kiss is getting deeper so I carried her and sat her down sa table behind her. I pulled back again and looked at her, her legs were on my sides now kasi I'm still standing "are you hungry?" She asked while playing with my shirt's collar. I took her hand and kissed it "makita lang kita busog na ako" i said while kissing her hand "Richard what are we?" "Right now?" I asked and kissed her cheek "fixing what we have" i whispered to her ear

"Ay put....." napalingon kami sa pinto andon si Von na di malaman kung papasok ba siya or hindi "ang sabi ko may practice tayo malay ko bang may madadatnan akong landian dito" sabi niya. Dawn and I looked at each other and laughed "bakit naman kasi hindi kayo nag sasarado ng pinto, ang dali dali naman gawin" pinakita pa niya saamin kung paano mag lock "eh pag ni lock namin yan, kakatok ka maiistorbo padin kami" natatawa kong sabi "mas okay na yun at least wala akong nakita, shet, my virgin eyes" kinukusot kusto pa niya mata niya "osige aalis na ako, di ko alam na may gagamit pala nitong espasyo ko eh no, walang paalam ganon" Dawn said and pushed me gently

Bumaba siya from the table pero I pulled her and gave her another kiss sa lips "jusko kadiri" Von said and when Dawn passed by him "inggit ka lang" she made a face and binatukan si Von. Natatawa naman ako sa magkapatid na to, nung makalabas na si Dawn "Richard bago tayo magsimula" "oh ano?" "Tandaan mo sinabi ko sa restaurant ha" Von warned "oo di ko nakalimutan yun" I said and patted his back "oh practice na, para makatabi ko na ate mo" Inaasar ko "yuck, yuck, yuck" he said na na parang na aalibadbaran

DAWN
What are we? I kept on asking myself, so far the past few days we've been well momol buddies and some more. I don't know where this is going but hopefully hindi mag end up na may isa saming masasaktan. I was going up na sana when mama called me "anak, halika dito" and patted the couch "yes ma?" I said while sitting down "yung hotel na venue para sa birthday ng papa mo" "ay ma about that okay na, do you want to go there tomorrow?" I asked "osige anak, isama na natin papa mo pati na sila Amalia and Frank" "ay okay yan ma para naman makalabas kayong mga oldies no" i said laughing

"Sira ulo ka nadin ha" she said laughing too "I think Richard's rubbing some of his humor on you" mama said and kissed my forehead. I closed my eyes kasi sobra kong na miss si mama "ma I've always been funny" I said and hugged her. Pinaglalaruan niya buhok ko "sabagay, you're very witty din" i nodded "ma?" "Yes,dear?" "How do you know when you're in love" she stopped playing with my hair and made me face her "are you saying?" Nanlaki mata niya "ma naman kaya nga tinatanong ko eh" I said na nahihiya "i'm happy if you are" she softly smiled "eh di ko nga alam if I am" i protested "anak you know you're in love when all you can think of is being with him, yung parang kahit kaka alis palang niya you miss his presence na" i looked at her confused "pero hindi lang yon" she said and played with my hair again

"Sige ma, enlighten me" i said while still hugging her "it's hard to explain eh pero para bang every decision you make in life kasali na siya doon, you no longer see yourself as fighting your own battles instead you see him and you fighting and resolving it together" she said and napa isip ako kung ganon na nga ba ang nararamdaman ko. Parang hindi naman parang infatuation palang kami, dating stage ganon "si Richard ba to anak?" Mama softly asked "hindi po" sinabunutan niya ako nang mahina "aww naman ma eh" I said and faced her laughing "see see, nagiging pilosopo ka nadin" she said

"Eto naman si mama di mabiro eh" "osha, late na and pupunta pa tayo diyan sa hotel tomorrow" she satood up and kissed my forehead "anak kung si Richard nga yung tinatanong mo, I will pray for the both of you" then she went to her room. I went upstairs nadin since nag prapractice pa ata si Von and Richard di ko na inalam kung para saan yung practice nila bahala na sila sa buhay nila. Hindi parin mawala sa isip ko ang tanong kong what are we at ang sagot niyang fixing what we have.

What do we have? I decided to take a shower before going to bed but the question still haunted me. Sa kwarto na ako ni Richard nag shower, i brought some clothes over to his room para hindi na ako masyadong pabalik balik sa room ko. I was done with my shower and I wore my bathrobe to do my nighttime refime infront of the mirror. While I was putting some oils on my face I heard whistling, andito na si Richard and hindi nga ako nagkakamali kasi lumapit siya and stood behind me "you smell good" he said and smelled my neck. I'm not really in the mood to flirt with him right now

Kasi nga I'm still bothered sith what we have, i just smiled at him through the mirror. He moved my bathrobe sa shoulder part and kissed it. "I'm going to change" I said nonchalantly and left him there indront of the mirror with a confused expression "are we still good?" He asked "oo naman" I said while going to the walk-in closet "eh bakit parang nag iba aura mo" he defeatedly said following me "i'm just going to change,okay" i said and closed the door. After changing to my night gown akala ko lumabas ulit si Richard dahil wala akong naririnig na nag shoshower

I saw him standing in the balcony talking to someone on the phone, i was brushing my hair while sitting on the bed "yeah, yeah just make sure yung mga registered na multi event may tamang uniform" "oo the I sent the trophy designs na" "sige thank you, bye" after that sumandal siya sa railing "oh boy I'm tired" he said smiling at me kasi malapit lang ang bed and balcony. He went inside and kneeled infront of me "you are my sunshine" he was singing while holidng my hand tinitignan ko lang siya "my only sunshine" nilalapit niya mukha niya "you make me happy" and he was going in for a kiss

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Ayorn pasensya na at medyo vague ang definition ko sa love dahil hindi pa ako na in-love so pagtiyagaan nalang yan lol.