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Liam Payne Imagine Part 3 (Final Part)

(His P.O.V.)

Letter three

"OMG (Y/N)...

Can you believe it? 9 months has past. 9 months with hate to my self, bad confidence, bad days, nightmares, up and downs. 9 months where i've cried more than ever. 9 months where i've felt lost, left behind, in sorrow and defintley useless. I almost haven't been doing anything in 9 months., without looking at you - looking at you sleep.

I've been asking mu self questions: when do (Y/N) wake up? What is (Y/N) thinking about? Who is (Y/N) dreaming about? Do (Y/N) still love me? Do (Y/N) ever wake up? Do i ever get a goodbye? I've been stilling questions only you can answer.

In 9 months i've been asking the same question a million time: Is it that worth? Are you that worth? But i know it is that worth. Every little second with pain is you worth. All the nightmares is worth you. And all the times i've been unhappy is worth you. It's worth because now it's over.

Not anymore pain. Not anymore prayers at the concerts. NEVER anymore nightmares where you say that you don't love me anymore (Y/N). Not anymore days where i hate the boys, and i feel like dropping out, just to be beside you - the side where i've been watching you sleep, with a white and cold body. And the thought about you don't know i'm here. I did everything for you in 9 months and now it's all over.

I lost the hope - i got the hope. i gave up and ran away, but i came back. I did so many things just fro you, that i didn't know i would do for one person. I love you so much (Y/N), that i put myself out for danger. I enjoyed to se my self in pain, because i knowed you slept safe. I enjoyed to see my self doing inhumanthings, so you could be safe... All that stuff enjoyed i, just because i wanted to show you that i can be a hero when i need to be one.

But do you know what (Y/N)? I becomed the hero. Maybe i needed to be the hero so you could wake up. I needed to find out hwo i was. I needed to know who Liam Payne was. So thanks (Y/N). Thanks for the help to do, yah nothing at all while yoo where asleep Thanks for beeing that fiance i always have dreamedf about. Thanks for making my life to a fairytail. Thanks for so many things, that i could say thanks all day.

But (Y/N). Most of all: thanks for making me to a hero - no, your hero. And thanks for that i don't need to whrite thease letter anymore to yah.... my self. You never readed the first letters from the first months. The letters was so damaged, that i hurted to see how much i've been crying. How much i have suffered. How little i have have lived in months. All i've been doing for 9 months is wroted down on 4 A4 papers. But do you know why (Y/N)? Because i didn't do anything, i just hped that you will wake up.

But it was all that worth. See what i have attained to. See what i have done. See how brave i have becomed (Y/N). Aren't you just proud of me?

I can't stop looking at the stars. Every time i'm outside i'm looking up at the sky. I've done that ever since the doctors called me and said it was over. Not anymore pain like that. Thank you for ending my pain. All my frustations when i saw you lie there. All that is over. I can't believe it's over.

I'm happyer that ever. I love you more that ever. It's over (Y/N). Do you listen? It's comepletly over. My wish for 9 months became real. We have left the hospital... together.

(Y/N), you are finally by my side. Your kiss, your touch, your "Liam just sleep, it's 4 AM - i've already told you that i love you" and my answer is "just one more time, and the i will sleep". Your pretty smile and your cute laugh. I've falling in love with you again and this time it's more than ever.

But do you know what the 3 best thing is that i can say now?

1. You love me - You really love me. No more doubt.

2. I AM a hero!

3. To go on the street and say to every strabger "She's alive"

I'm ready to start a new fairytail with you. I'm ready to the best for you ever. Most of all: i'm ready to be Liam Payne again.

I love you more than ever

Your over happy Liam.

P.S. If you one day find these letters then remind youself of that i love you 10 times more than before."

The End

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