Jason's POV :
Jade went inside and I'm assuming she's gonna invite this boy in because she can't turn anyone away. She is such a simple girl really, all one had to do was say sorry and she would forgive you wholeheartedly but it depends on how big that mistake was cause clearly she isn't willing to forgive me and to restore what we had before would be hard as fuck but it's a path I'm willing to go down on for her.
I couldn't take it any longer and I strode over to where this boy was standing and grabbed him by the collar and I met with a pair of blue eyes which I would love to have it bruised at this point.
"What the fuck are you doing here kid." This was the boy that had placed Jade in danger earlier today, I knew this because the staff of that school was under me and I had made sure they called me if anything were to happen to Jade and who caused it.
"Who the fuck are you" He questions back grabbing my collar and we were outside of Jade's house neck to neck , the tension of hurting one another was stronger than I imagined. Before I could even reply he shoved me off him and pushed me to the ground ,
"I don't know who you are but try grabbing my collar one more time and I'll make sure you won't see dawn tomorrow." He said while gritting his teeth
"You don't need to know who I am , but you do need to get this into your thick hollow no brained head," I grabbed him again by the collar challenging him and continued "Stay. The. Fuck. Away. From. Her." and I was about to hit him when the door opened and there she stood, looking so beautiful and I wanted nothing more than for her to hug me the way she did with this sorry excuse of a 'man'.
" Jade.. " I spoke softly so that I don't scare her and dropped the boy I was holding and I continued to look at her , observing her every move to search for answers but she refused to give me access into trying to understand her and lowered her head before looking up and looking into my eyes before speaking
"Why are you here." she practically growled at me which I would admit was pretty frightening to hear but I was glad she didn't just ask Leo to get rid of me immediately
"I was around the area coincidentally and decided to drop by for a visit." I answered , obviously this was a lie because I had planned all along to come over and visit her
"Jason , I didn't even tell you where I lived and I moved 2 years ago." She questioned me
'Ah shit I didn't think of that' I thought silently to myself and cussing at myself for how stupid I was and how smart she is to be able to see through what I was trying to do.
"Well, I did ask around to see where you lived to drop by and visit." I admitted truthfully , she looked at me suspiciously but didn't question me any further until Leo stepped in front of her shielding her from me and stared at me with murderous eyes.
"Leo, I'm not going to hurt her, that's the last thing I would want." I stated calmly before gently moving him aside as he was also my friend and had treated Jade well over the years with love and care. I trusted him more than anyone around her. Leo did nothing to stop me so I took it as an okay to move closer to Jade and before I could reach out to her a hand stopped me with a firm grip.
" You're not going any closer buddy. " looking up I see one of Jade's friends glowering at me
" Excuse me but do I know you? " I questioned him , genuinely confused as to who the fuck he was and why did Jade not say anything to him for him to stop.
"I-" Before he could reply a small hand was placed on his arm , releasing his grip on my hand
"It's alright Beddy, Jason just state the reason why you're here , what you want and leave." Jade spoke firmly
"I want us to be okay again and I missed you a lot so I dropped by to see you." I replied honestly
"Again with this bullshit , look we already know that we can't go back to what we were once before so just leave me alone , please." she said softly but her tone wasn't scared , it was angry
"Please Jade , I could explain everything that happened if you would give me the chance to." I held her hand gently as if too much pressure on it would break her.
" Maybe another time , please just leave Jason. " As soon as she finished her sentence she motioned for the boy behind me to go in , she gave me one last look and sighed before closing the door on me.
"why.. why are you excluding me Jade..why." My voice trembled as tears slipped down my cheek , it took me so long to find her and now that I did , she looks at me with such anger , pain and disgust.
"I will do whatever it takes to get you back Jade. You will be by my side once again and I will make you happy forever." I muttered before my driver came to check on me as to why I took so long.
"Are you alright sir?" He asked politely offering me support from the side
"Yea, lets go home for today." I said and walked past him , not wanting him to see my tears fall
"Yes sir." He mumbled , I assume he understood that I was not in a very good mood and so we left , the car was in total silence the whole way home. It wasn't a silence of awkwardness but comfort , my eyes started to get heavier as I found myself drifting off into a deep sleep.
"Good work today sir" was the last thing I heard before I started dreaming.
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Beddy's POV :
" Beddy..." warm arms wrap around my waist pulling me out of whatever thoughts that were running through my mind and I looked down to see Jade hugging me tightly as if she's saying how much she loved and appreciated me. I didn't say a word but I pulled her closer to me and hugged her gently , appreciating her warmth.
"are you okay?" she spoke softly into my chest
"Yes love, I'm alright." I said and kissed her forehead reassuring her that I was fine.
"Okay," she paused and grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers together before pulling me towards the living room "let's watch the movie and forget about what just happened okay?" she smiled , I nodded and plopped down next to her slinging my arm around her as she lays on my chest
"I love you Beddy , thanks for being here" She whispered as the movie started
"I love you too kiddo" I ruffled her hair but I wanted to spill out my confessions on how I was really in love with her but I was too afraid of risking what we currently were and all the memories we made together since we were kids up until this moment. I want to hug her , shower her with love and tell her how much she meant to me but I couldn't because of our friendship.
'One day , I'll tell you about it one day.' I silently thought to myself and forced my eyes to pull away from her and onto the screen.
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Hey guys and gals !
I know it has been a long time since I updated and I'm sorry for being MIA in such a long time but I'm back (again) and this is another long wordy chapter but I really wanted to show a sweet and vulnerable side of Beddy to you guys! Whose side are you on? Jason or Beddy? If you liked this chapter make sure to favorite it and follow me for more updates (Hopefully) I love you all, stay safe, stay happy and stay amazing ! <3 <3 <3 <3
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"love me ; not him"
RomantiekA boyish girl like Jade who made a few friends who cherish her and suddenly thinks life isn't that bad anymore doesn't realise that three boys were fighting over her while she's completely oblivious. what will happen to her perfectly normal life...
