Beddy's POV:
"Beddy.." a voice called out gently
'I fell asleep? ' I thought to myself while my eyes were still closed
" Beddy.. " a soft yet calming voice said my name while shaking my shoulder gently , the touch was gentle and soft , I could tell almost immediately who this person was but I decided to play along and tease her.
"Come on Beddy , how could you sleep like a log after sleeping so much from yesterday?" Her soft and gentle shakes became harder and no longer gentle , deciding to stop teasing her I grabbed her arm and pulled her into my chest wrapping my arms around her waist. I took in her flushed appearance and kissed her forehead. Kai wanted to drive today and I allowed him to because he was safe and a great driver , that was probably why I fell asleep.
"Good morning babe" I whispered into the crook of her neck , snuggling closer into her warmth. It feels so good to be able to be so close to the girl I love , yet so painful at the same time.. I wonder if I were to tell her that I had fallen in love with her since we were little until now , would I destroy everything we have together now? I want to tell the world that I love her and only her but I can't because then , she would slip out of my grip and into someone else's. I tightened my grip on her waist , praying that one day she would see me as a man and fall in love with me gradually.
"Beddy.. are you okay?" she pulled away and touched my cheeks gently, I smiled at her placing my hand on top of hers
"I'm alright love , let's go" I grabbed her hand , pulled her out of the car and walked towards the other car where all of them were waiting for us.
"Finally , what took you so long Jade?" Jacob complained
"Hey, wasn't my fault alright , he slept like a log and it took me at least a good 10 minutes shaking his shoulder. I could've sworn if he hadn't wake up from my vigorous shakes , his shoulder would be dislocated by now" Jade replied dramatically and hit my shoulders gently
"Ouch , oh how you wound me Jade , I'm hurt" I pouted at her while placing my hand on my shoulder
"I'm sorry" she tip toed to kiss my cheek
"Feel better?" She questioned
' Man I hate this girl , who gave her the rights to look so goddamn cute.'
I smiled gently at her and gave her a gentle pat on her head
"Much better" I smiled gently and kissed her forehead
"Ew, can you guys stop being so cute , I can feel every single organism in my body cry out 'fuck I'm going to be forever alone' ugh" Jordan complained sarcastically
"Oops" I said and ruffled his hair and laughed, these people are my family and I love every single one of them , forever and always. We reached the ticket counter and I realised Jade had been holding my hand the whole way from the car , her hands fit perfectly in mine
' Her hands.. so small and cute' I silently thought to myself and gripped her hand a little tighter so that she knows we are still holding hands. Jade didn't remove her hand from mine so I took that as an 'okay' sign to continue holding her hand.
"Princess, hold up your wrist for me please." Leo said. As soon as she let go of my hand the warmth left.
"You need to eat more princess, your wrist is so tiny" He gently ruffled her hair after placing her bracelet pass on
"Geez, I know , I'll eat more I promise" She smiled at Leo and placed her hand in front of me , confused I gave her a high five thinking that was what she wanted from me. She laughed at me , probably because I was an idiot and that wasn't what she wanted
"What is it? Why are you laughing?" I asked half smiling and confused as to why she's laughing at me
"Your hand silly , " she intertwined my fingers with hers and the warmth that left came back immediately "this was what I wanted" She smiled gently at me and pulled me into the entrance of the amusement park. I silently wished that this moment would last forever and that time would stop but , I'm not God now am I?
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Jade's POV:
I was looking outside the window on the way to the amusement park , Kai wanted to drive so Beddy was seated on my left side next to me , Lucas was in the passenger seat and Dong Hyun was on my right side while I was in the middle because I was the shortest.
" SO GO AHEAD AND BREAK MY HEART AGAINNNN " Kai sang on the top of his lungs
"DUDE SHUT THE FUCK UP" Dong Hyun hit his chest and I watched as Kai whimpers jokingly
"OW BITCH IM DRIVING HERE APPRECIATE MY VOICE" Kai glared at Dong before going back to singing at the top of his lungs. I giggled and suddenly I felt a heavy weight on my shoulder I turned to my side and there he was , Beddy was sleeping soundly on my shoulder. All of a sudden he grabbed my arm and held on to me snuggling into the crook of my neck.
'cute' I thought silently to myself , my hands automatically guided its way to his face and I started playing with his hair and admired how long his eyelashes were.
'Boy's don't deserve such long eyelashes' I grunted to myself in my thoughts silently and continued to admire his sleeping state. Beddy was very good looking for sure and there are many girls that were dying to go out with him and I can't believe I got close to him just because of the motivation I gave to him in order for him to continue badminton to defeat his rival.
"mm.." he shifted and hurried his face deeper into the crook of my neck and slid his hands around my waist holding me tightly as if he was telling me that he would never let me go. Naturally , I turned beet red and jumped a little at the sudden affection he was giving me
"you okay..?" he mumbled grogilly
"y-yea I am" I said aware that I was still blushing and I probably looked stupid
"Do you want me to let go..?" he asked sleepily as he sat up and looked at me with half opened eyes
"No , its alright " I touched his cheek and watched as he leaned into my touch "I'll wake you up when we arrive okay?" I said and smiled at his sleepy state
"Okay.." He moved my hair away from my face and kissed my forehead before going back to his beauty sleep in the same position as he was from before. I silently hoped that this moment would last forever because what I have around me all the time after I met these boys are good vibes and good vibes only, they are my ride or die , my family , my boys and I love every single one of them unconditionally.
'Please God , let us remain like this until the end of time' was the last thing on my mind before I too drifted off into my dreamworld.
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Hello everyone!
I know it has been a long long long long time since I have updated but here it is , the long awaited new chapter that I have been working on for months since I didn't know what to do with it, T^T The amount of times I had to change things around in this book is ridiculous but I appreciate the lot of you that enjoy my content and commenting your ideas!! (I really love all of you so much) I will try my absolute best to keep these next few chapters flowing with good content and plots so everyone of you could enjoy!! Thank you for reading my book and I hope all of you have a wonderful day/night ahead!
-SuperG <3
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"love me ; not him"
RomansaA boyish girl like Jade who made a few friends who cherish her and suddenly thinks life isn't that bad anymore doesn't realise that three boys were fighting over her while she's completely oblivious. what will happen to her perfectly normal life...
