"love me ; not him"

Chapter 12 : I don't want to lose you.

Jade's POV :

I woke up sighing in relief that I was in my own bed and away from where I was a few hours ago.

' God bless people who make blankets and hoodies ' I silently thanked the person who made blankets as I snuggled into bed further reaching the maximum capacity of comfort.

" Wait.." I mumbled to myself examining my clothes and the hoodie I was wearing , it wasn't mine but Beddy's , I could recognize his scent from all the hoodies this guy gave me on my birthday (Which he drowned them in his perfume so that it would smell like him everytime I wore it) , not that I'm complaining , Beddy smelled really good. The thing is , this wasn't one of the many hoodies he gave me , letting this sink into my brain , I knew my gang was here.

I decided to finally get up and out from the love of my life to wash up and head downstairs. I grabbed my phone and I wasn't surprised to see the time, it was currently 5 pm in the evening, I probably slept in the car all the way until now. I reached the living room and greeted them softly

" Hey guys-" All of them stood up , wide eyed and began to speak in unison

"Jade!!"

"Oh my god you're alive"

"Jesus Jade I almost got into cardiac arrest when I heard what happened"

" WHAT THE FUCK JADE YOU COULD HAVE TOLD US YOU REACHED SCHOOL SO THAT THIS WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED. I AIN'T PLANNING ON LOSING YOU AT ANY POINT OF MY LIFE."

Multiple concerns were thrown at me but the last one was so loud I winced a little , it was Jordan and he looked as if he cried a lot, my heart melted at the thought that these boys cared for me and were by my side , better than my real family , they don't give a fuck.

Before I could even reply to anyone I found myself in Beddy's arms , taking in his warmth from his bear hug I felt teardrops on my shoulders , I moved away and I was in shock to see such a cheery guy crying because of what had happened to me.

"Beddy, why are you crying?" I asked softly as I caressed his face and wiped his tears off him,

"I-I thought I w-was gonna l-lose you" He sobbed , as soon as he said that , multiple sobs could be heard around the room, everyone had tear stained faces , Jacob, Kai, Dong Hyun, Jordan, Zach, Leo. I never felt so much love in my life , until this day , at this point tears were streaming down my face and we all gathered in for a group hug. I received many forehead kisses too (they do it all the time , it was comforting) I didn't stop them from it because it was comforting and it felt as if thy were my real big brothers.

After the whole sobbing mess, we lounged around my living room before ordering a shit ton of pizza and turning on the ps4 and playing some games, Beddy and Jacob were playing minecraft while the rest of us were pigging out with pizza.

"K-Kai s-stopp!!" I screamed and wheezed at the same time , kai was currently on top of me tickling the crap out of me as I struggled in his grasp. All of a sudden the doorbell rang and all of us stopped whatever we were doing , I shoved Kai off me and went to the door opening it and a pair of striking blue eyes met mine.

"Jade I-"

"Who's that ? " Kai came and slung his hands around my shoulder while ruffling my hair. Blue eyes looked irritated at the fact that Kai had his hands around me.

"Why is there so many guys at your house at this hour?" He asked

"Why'd you lock her in the storage room just cause she refused to go to school with you?" Jordan questioned him, I jumped a little not noticing that he was beside me the whole time.