Secrets Revealed

Chapter 20

Maria's P.O.V

I'm so relieved that Isabella wasn't hurt too badly. I still feel bad because she got shot, but hey she survived and she  was able to get back on her feet in a matter of days.

We found out that Bri was crazy as hell, as we suspected. We just didn't know she was that damn crazy. Isabella had been keeping her new lover a secret from us, which resulted badly on her end. It made me think that maybe keeping my new lover a secret would result badly on my behalf as well. But I haven't talked to him since the night I saw him at the club with the girl.

I missed the hell out of him. I think about him 24/7, but my pride is way stronger than my feelings. So, even though he never leaves my mind, my pride will not let me pick up my phone too text him or even answer his calls or texts. He told me I was his, he started this little thing we had going on. And just as soon as he started it, he put it in jeapordy by having that girl all over him.

Maybe I was taking things too seriously too soon. But hey, who wouldn't? He knows my story and where I come from. He knows all I've been though. He knows that even though I've only known him a short period of time, he's  the one of the main people in my life. He knows I don't have many people in my life, so the ones I do have are near and dear to me. But yet, just like every other man he still didn't give a fuck. He still acted like a man, and ran with other women.

I don't have time for that. I'm not gonna allow myself to be hurt, so I'm going to stop it before it gets any worse. I've been doing good so far but I'm feigning for his touch.  I watched my phone as he called it back too back. I wanted too pick up, but my pride wouldn't let me.

I was home alone. Isabella was with her boo Marcus. This made me want to pick up even more, but still I didn't. I decided to just go take a nap too get my mind off of things. Seeing Isabella hurt had me really stressed and I was really in need of his touch, but my pride wouldn't allow it.

As I began to ascend the steps the doorbell rang. I knew no one knew where I stayed so it had to be either Isabella or Maria. I quickly went and opened the door. Just as soon as I opened it and saw who was on the other end, I tried to close it, but he stopped me. It was Trill.

"Come on ma, don't be like that." He said as I continued to try to push the door closed.

I realized that he was much stronger than me, and I wouldn't be able to close the door on him and just give up. I turned to walk of towards the stairs, ignoring him. He let himself in and followed after me.

"Maria.." He called to me as he grabbed my arm. I quickly jerked it away and continued walking towards my bedroom.

"You gone ignore me like this shorty? I been calling and texting you, blowing you up. I had to come find you and you still gonna ignore me come on shorty, don't do me like that now."

"Go talk to the bitch you was in the club with." I replied quickly.

"Man, chill. Ion even know her name. I was drunk. I barely can remember."

"You took her home and fucked her that night too didn't you?" I asked as I finally looked at him.

"Nah, I think I would've remembered that shit now. After I saw you,  I realized what I was doing. I was out of it I swear. I wasn't even paying her attention. She was all over me and I was just sipping drink. When I saw you, I realized what I was doing and I stopped it. I pushed her off of me and came too find you but you were gone. I apologize shorty for real." Trill said as he walked over too me.

As he walked towards me, I walked backwards away from him. He stepped forward again, and I took two steps back. We continued this until my back was pressed against the wall and I had no where else to go, cliche?

"You running from me now shorty?" He said as he filled the space that was in between us. He then tried to kiss me but I turned my head to the side causing his lips to connect with neck which was even worse.  He kissed and sucked on my neck as I tried to hard not to enjoy it, but I couldn't resist.

"Stop it Trill you hurt me." I mumbled.

"I'm sorry, let me make it up too you."

"No.."  I mumbled. But of course he didn't listen. He continued kissing until he made his way down too the top of my shirt. He swiftly lifted it over my head and began to trace his fingers along the outside of my bra. He then slipped his hand inside and began too slowly rub and pinch it. While doing so I felt his other hand drift all the way down my body and stop right in between my legs. He gently rubbed me through my shorts. This alone began to get me aroused. He then he brought his face back up, so that he could look into my eyes.

"I'm sorry. I don't want her. Or anyone else. I want you, I fucked up. But I promise I wasn't paying her any attention. I was in a whole nother world. It won't happen again I promise. Forgive me?" He said while continue to rub on me.

I bit my bottom lip, knowing I couldn't resist any longer. I stared back at him for a brief second. Then I shut my eyes and replied.

"Make it up too me, Trill."

He smiled and did just that. He swooped me up in his arms and carried me over to the bed. He gently laid me down and did nothing but please me over and over again. He put so much work into pleasuring me, he wasn't even worried about me pleasing him. I didn't do any work, he just took full control. He did this until he made me yell and scream that I forgave him and that I was tired and couldn't take any more.

We then just laid in bed, quiet. I laid on his chest while he stroked my back.

"I missed you."

"I missed you too Shorty." He replied.

I then began to drift off to sleep. But then we both heard his phone vibrate. I moved off of him so he could go answer.

"Yo!" He answered the phone. He paused and the person on the other end answered.

"When this shit happened? Y'all ain't handled it yet?" He then looked back at me as the other person replied.

He sighed then said "iight man, I'm coming."

I knew then that he had to leave. I had just gotten him back and he was leaving me again. He noticed that my mood changed once I realized he was leaving. He walked over to the bed and wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm sorry Shorty. Some shit just came up I guess some of the boys got shot or some. But as  soon as I handle it, i'm yours iight?"

I just nodded my head. He kissed me then left in a rush. I don't know what happened and why he had to handle it, and I wasn't trying I find out. I just hope he would hurry up and get it done, so he could come back too me.

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