tbd smuts x imagines

perfect 😌✨ (k.a.)

a/n: okayyy listen to "confirmation" ^^ or "thats what love is" by justin bieber orrr "pink + white" by frank ocean while reading this for better experience i love those songs so i just pyo ! :))

this is another slow smut..sorry :)

tasha's pov

i look in the mirror at myself, and at my body, why does he like me...he can have anyone he wants and he chose me... we haven't did anything in a few months because of how i feel about myself, i dont want him to see me like this..he wouldn't want me anymore. i pulled my shirt down as i hear kevin walk in the room.

"wassup ma" he comes behind me and kisses my neck but i just stand there.

"whats wrong ?" he said turning me to face him and i look down but he places hus fingers on my chin and lifts my faces up to meet his.

"why were you crying, T ?" he said had his hand caresses my cheek.

"why do you like me kevin..? you have girls on their knees for you but you choose me"

"you really wanna know..?" and i nod my head.

"i like you because you aren't like anybody else, you're different and that's okay, yea there's other girls on their knees for me or whatever, but im on my knees for you" and i laugh

"you're stupid" i joke

"nah its true though im for you and only you, you make me a softie and i hate it but i love it at the same time, because you can only get me to be like this, and yea dev and daniel may tell me about it every damn day" he stops and turns me around to look in the mirror and grabs my lower back.

"but that's because they dont know what it feels like to be in love. they dont know what it feels like to wake up to a beautiful girl everyday. they don't know what our kisses mean, if its out of love, hate, sadness, what ever it is. they dont know what it feels like to feel good in only ways you can make me feel" he said and started to kiss my shoulder.

its been a while since he did that, he wouldn't get mad when i didn't want to do something, i would just tell him im not up to it, or im not feeling good...but now i want to be honest with him.

"kev.." i say and look at him in the mirror. "wassup" he says and looks up.

"you know how everytime you would want to have sex but i would always close you off.." and he nods his head.

"i've just been feeling really bad about myself lately and if you were to see me naked i probably would scare you off.." i say and before i knew it im being picked up and laid of the bed.

"don't tell me that you would scare me off, nothing would scare me off from you, i seen you get really angry and that would scare alot of people but not me..trust me when i tell you i love you and only you no matter what" he says and kisses me, it was slow but it wasn't sloppy.

he trails the kisses from my lips to my cheek, then my jawline and on my neck...it felt really good having his lips on my skin again.

his lips moved back up to my lips and he grabs my shirt. "can i .." he asks.

i was hesitant at first but eventually i nodded and let him take it off.. but he didn't take it off he pulled it up slightly to reveal my stomach.

he left small and slow kisses letting it linger everytime he went to a new spot on my stomach. the butterflies entered my stomach and i was becoming nervous. his fingers trailed against my sides slowly sliding them up and down.

after he kissed my stomach he removed my shirt and his eyes widened, see this is what i didn't want to happen.

"i knew this was a bad-" but he cut me off.

"NO, im just- wow ! you're perfect ma" he said looking at me. i know we had sex a few times prior but this feels like im a virgin all over again. (a/n: "alexa play self control by frank ocean" )

he kissed me again before removing the sweats im wearing.. fuckk

i mentally cuss at myself. i look at him with caution, "its okay ma, its only for me to see anyways.." his head goes in between my heads and a slight quiet moan comes out, i didnt want hum to hear me, i don't dont why but i didn't.

"kev..." i moan as his tongue moves up and down my clit.

"papi..fuck" i moan a bit louder...wow thats new, i knew he liked it because he smirked against me.

"papi huh ?" he says looking up and i slowly nod my head, he gets up and removes his shirt and his pants.

he grabs the rubber from the drawer but before ripping it open, "no.." i say and looked at him..he looked at me surprised.

"you sure...?" he questioned as he teases me with his tip making me squirm a bit. i nod my head, "im sure.." we've never had sex unprotected so this was all new.

he slowly slides into me and threw his head back, i whimpered as i starts to slowly adjust to his size, he hovered over me "fuck you feel so good ma.." he whispered.

he did too..im actually feeling him and not the damn condom... "fuck papi, please move.." he obeyed and his thrust were slow, i guess trying not to hurt me... but i wanted more of him..

"deeper kev.." i whispered and his pace got a little bit faster... the profanities and him telling me how good i feel and how beautiful i am into my ear really got to me and turned me on even more.. i wish we can go on forever.

i was just about to climax until i wanted to do something out of the ordinary. "i want to ride you" i said as my hands that wrapped around his neck loosen.

"you sure ..?" he said as he slowed down and i nodded.

i've never been in this position before so it kind of bothered me not knowing what to do right now..

i got on top and i slid on top of him "oh fuck" i whispered as the pleasure started to increase again.

i bent over him, and to see his reaction was over the top a turn on, i grind against him as his hands went to my butt, slowly guiding me as our bodies rubbed together.

i clenched around him and i knew i was gonna cum, and he groaned slapping my ass a bit making e jump.

"god im gonna cum papi" i gritted through my teeth..

"let it go ma"

"i want you to cum inside of me.." i moaned and i was serious too..

we both reached our highs.

even all hot and sweaty, i didn't want to move i just laid on top of him..as his fingers trailed my back.

"you're perfect in my eyes and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. i love you for you and only you..nobody else ma ..." he said and kissed the top of my head.

a/n: annnddd this concludes the updating all week marathon :) i hope you enjoyed it just as much as i did :)) ill be updating tomorrow so don't worry.