Alone

memories

Jayden

I got home after dropping Carla off like I always did. Away from her front door.

I was about to go to my room when I felt a blow to my stomach. Then one on my face.

It was my dad. I could have easily retaliated but I couldn't hurt my dad and he knew that.

He was finally satisfied and let go of me. He walked into the kitchen then back again with he's phone.

He typed out what he wanted to say and handed it over.

"How on Earth could you have gone against the plan. You know exactly what you were meant to do".

"Dad I can explain it. I didn't know okay. I didn't know I was gonna fall for her. But it won't change the plan". I said trying to reassure him.

He took the phone and started typing again.

"It better not. You know the only reason I'm in this condition and your mother is dead all because of her family".

He then walked away angrily after I had read the message.

I went into my room and looked through the window. To my disappointment she wasn't there.

I then took a shower and laid on my bed I soon fell asleep.

Dream:

I was on my way back home with my mum and dad. I was still young then.

We got into the house and found everything in a complete mess.

My dad quickly pulled out he's gun from he's waistband and I hid behind my mum.

My dad scanned the house with us slowly behind.

We went back downstairs and my dad keep he's gun on the coffee table.

Just then a man attacked him from behind. He struggled with the man but the man hit my dad on the head.

My mum started crying and shouting for help.

The man pulled my mum by her hair I could hear her scream so loudly.

I then grabbed the gun from the coffee table as fast as I could.

I pointed the gun at the man. He was still holding on to my mum.

I shut my eyes and then pulled the trigger.

I opened my eyes to see my mum drop dead on the floor.

I had shot her by mistake.

I had killed my mum.

The man then shot my dad before he ran out of the house .

I didn't even bother looking at my dad I just held on to my mum tightly and crying.

Shit.

I woke up sweating profusely. I had that dream again.

It was more of a memory than a dream.

I had killed my mum but I never told my dad up to this day.

The sound of my phone vibrating brought me back from my thoughts .

It was a text from her. The only good thing that has happened to me in a long time.

Carla baby:
Come over my mum's out for a conference.

Me:
How could I say no to that. I'll be right there

I went over to her house. I climbed up her window because I didn't want her brother to see me.

Soon I was standing in front of her. I leaned in and pecked her lips.

"Hey baby". I said while she kept staring at me.

"Let's watch a movie". She said all excited like she hasn't watched one before.

She then got her laptop and logged into her Netflix account.

She looked for a movie and when she finally found one she gave me the cutest smile I had ever seen.

We both got on her bed she laid next to me and rested her head on my chest.

We weren't even half way into the movie and she had stared at me at least 5 times.

"What's wrong, baby". I asked giving her a puzzled look.

"Well" she took a deep breath then went on "you're really nice to me".

"What's the problem in that". I asked looking at her.

"You're too nice".

"And your point is"

"Cole was too nice as well but still he ended up being a jackass". She said looking worried.

"Do you think I'm like Cole . I would never hurt you intentionally" I said while placing a gentle kiss on her forehead.

I waited for her to fall asleep before going back home.