Secret Kisses Epilogue

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Epilogue

I felt as if my dorm was trying to hold me, to keep me in, to stop me from leaving. I was all loaded up and ready to go. I said goodbye to my room and silently walked down the quiet hall ways. It was too early for students to be up, it was 6am. I called a taxi to pick me up. My parents would take care of my car; ship it to Seattle for me.

I was on my way to the airport now, I stared at the familiar surroundings as I drove by. I would truly miss this place, but I know I would visit. Though I’d probably avoid visiting, only if it was necessary.  I didn’t want to run into a familiar face. Sighing, I closed my eyes and relived what happened last night. Sebastian’s declaration of love and how he’d wait for me. It made me feel a little happy and sad at the same time. I know that he shouldn’t waste time waiting for me. He should forget about me, like how I was going to forget about him. It was better that way.

I knew that I still wanted him, it hurt to turn him away, but it was for my own good. I pushed away the thought when the taxi came to a halt, indicating we have arrived to our destination. I opened my eyes and we were outside of the airport. I got out of the car and waited as the taxi man took out my luggage. I paid him and checked in. My father wasn’t going to fly me out today, he had to work.

Once I was checked in, I sat in the waiting area for my gate to be called. There were other people waiting as well. I wonder if they too were running away from something like I was. I shrugged off the thought and stared at the floor.

I looked up at the commotion that was happening with the TSA. It wasn’t prudent to annoy the TSA. I couldn’t help but stare. The person who was arguing with the TSA was Blake. I stood from my seat and walked over.

“Blake? What are you doing here?” I say. The TSA stopped arguing with Blake and looked at me. “You know him?” he says. I nod. “Very well.” He says and lets Blake through. Blake grunts and makes his way through the metal detector and walks over to me.

“Geez, since when did they become so anal?” Blake says, still annoyed. “They’ve always been anal.” I smile and lead us to the spot where I was sitting at. Blake sat next to me. I stared at him. I wanted to look at his gray eyes, but he stared straight ahead.

“What are you doing here?” I ask. “I wanted to see you off and say good bye.” He said, his face serious. He hadn’t taken my leaving very well. I felt bad for hurting him too. It seemed like all I did was hurt people who cared for me. “That’s so nice of you.” I say, still looking at Blake’s face. He gives a small smile. “I wish you weren’t leaving. But I know I can’t change your mind.” He said. Blake looks at me and smiles. I stare into his eyes. “I’m sorry for hurting you.” I really was sorry. Blake was such a good guy and I didn’t deserve him. I didn’t deserve any one.

Blake stays silent. I don’t know what else to say. But if I did, I wouldn’t be able to say them any longer because my gate got called. “Well that’s me. Thank you for everything Blake. Take care.” I said, standing up. “Good luck and I hope you find happiness. I love you.” He said and pulled me into a tight hug. I hugged him back. He was warm and his spicy cologne was strong. I finally let go of him and he gives me a small kiss on the lips. He smiles and nods, urging me to my gate.

I wait in line and watch as Blake stands and stares at me. He waves and I wave back. I then head towards the plane, sad that I’d probably never speak to or see him in a long while. I was glad he said goodbye to me. It felt nice. Though part of me wished Sebastian came but I pushed the thought away. I was running away from him and I did push him away, it only made sense that he wouldn’t show. I thought of the past events. Maybe it was a mistake that I had agreed to tutor with Sebastian. Maybe if I kept my priorities straight, I would still be going to college here. Maybe I’d happier if I called Sebastian by his proper title, Mr. Sinclare. Or maybe it was a mistake that I was even on this plane. A mistake to not take Sebastian back. But it was too late. All I could do was wonder and for the most part, suffer in silence. Keeping up a façade to hide the pain and misery that filled me. All I was able to do is smile, like what most people do. Hiding all their emotions behind a plastered smile.

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Hope you guys enjoyed the story:D I know it sucks that it’s over but it isn’t yet. Book Two: Secret Letters, will be up soon. So keep on reading, voting, and commenting. Thank you for the support and lovely comments.

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