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Chapter 5
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~ Amanda's POV ~
.{ Tuesday }
The whole day went by slowly. My mind was more concentrated on the fact that 'my mom left us' than on school.
I couldn't help but think it was my fault. I don't know what I did, but my brother was always the favorite. I guess it was because he was a college drop out and she kinda felt bad.
I got snapped out of my thoughts by the end of the day bell ringing. I was about the pick up my book bag. But Luke reminded me of the detention I have.
"Amanda, you seem really upset." Luke said and sat in the desk in front of me.
"Well the fact that my mother left us, and decided to only tell my "perfect" brother and not me makes me so angry." I paused. "It's all my fault!" I said quietly. he got up from the desk, and bent down so we were face to face.
"Amanda, I promise you it's not your fault, maybe she had a very good reason-"
I cut him off "What the fuck is the reason? Huh?" I started yelling this time.
"I don't exactly know, but whatever the reason may be. It's not because if you." He said trying to calm me down.
"But how do u know?" My voice lowered. "Because your you. Your funny, pretty, and your just overall fun to be around." that made me go quiet.
I needed someone, and he was that someone. I just wanted to explode in tears, and Luke would be the one to hold me till I stopped. And when I was done he would be the one to tell me even if I had makeup all over my face, I still looked pretty.
I stood up from my desk making him getting off the ground. I wrapped my arms around him, and kissed the topped of my head. "Your perfect" He whispered against my hair making me smile.
He pulled away and looked me in the eyes , "do you wanna go home? You can serve the rest of detention tomorrow." I nodded and grabbed my stuff of the floor, "thanks for everything." I said before leaving the classroom.
I decided not to ask for ride, I would rather walk home and think about the whole situation.
I can't believe she's gone. What did I do ? Was it because I asked her to help me with things all the time? Was she annoyed with me?
Within 20 minutes I was home. When I opened the door Ryan stood by Carly and they were laughing. She went to kissed him on the cheek but he turned his head and their lips connected.
I smiled to myself. I never really seen him this happy ever since the whole college thing.
I put my bag on the floor and ran upstairs quietly to my moms room. I didn't want Ryan to know I was up here.
when I opened her door. Everything looked the same. Her bed was made, her window still had our baby pictures. But when I opened her drawers, no clothes. Nothing it was empty.
When I opened the doors the her closet. Nothing but empty hangers and racks.
She's really gone.
I took a deep breath thinking it would stop the tears. But It didn't. I slide on the floor and cried.
I wasn't just sad but angry.
I kicked the walk in front of me. That created a loud 'bang'. I heard footsteps come up stairs. Ryan's eyes met mine, Carly rubbed his back "it's time." She whispered and walked away.
When she was gone I started yelling "Don't say it, I already know she left."
Ryan tried to walk over to me but I turned my back to him. I sniffled and brought me knees to my chest. I let my chin rest on my knees as I waited for Ryan to explain.
"Why?" I asked to break the silence. "She-she..." I turned around and got off the ground. "Spit it out god dammit."
"She's a drug addicted, she though it would be best if she got help." He said
"So she's never coming back?" "She didn't want to hurt us." I shook my head."Now can we talk about your history grade please." I laughed while tears were still coming out of my eyes. "You want to talk about my grade now ?"
He nodded making me laugh even more. "You got to be kidding me, I just found out mom left us for good. And now you wanna talk about my grade."
I stomped out of the bedroom and made my way down stairs. "Don't walk away while I'm talking to you."
"Your not my dad!" I yelled and sat on my bed. Also know as the sofa. "I'm your brother and you will listen to me. I'm taking care of you!" He yelled back.
I looked over at Carly who was in the kitchen, "you never took care of me, and now all of a sudden you wanna grow up and take responsibility." I paused and laughed.
"When I have the biggest problem in the world like mom leaving, you change the subject to grades." My voice became louder. And his face became red with anger, I looked down and he balled his fists.
"Get out!" He said through gritted teeth. I was shocked.
"What?" I calmed down a little.
"GET THE FUCK OUT!" He yelled. I closed my eyes and let more tears fall, I ran to get my bag and walked out of the door not caring how loud I slammed it.
I had no where to go.
Jordan's mad at me, I don't know why. My grandparents don't even live down here. There was only one person I could go to, so I called that person.
"Hello?"
"Can I come over?" I said crying
"Of course are you okay?"
"Yeah.... No not at all. My brother kicked me out and i have no else."
"I'll send you my address. Please hurry to my house, it's cold out."
I hung up and read the message I got showing me the address.
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Once I got there I ran over to the front door still crying, I knocked about 15 times before someone finally answered.
Luke's eyes met mine and he pulled me into his house.
"It's alright." He said and pulled me into a hug.
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