Once the time finally rolled around, all nine boys were gathered in the hotel lobby and filled with excitement to get going. Felix was even excited, he loved amusement parks, he loved the food, the rides, all of it. But, if he was honest, most of his excitement came from the knowledge that he'd be spending time with Changbin there. Of course, he was still a little nervous, but what else was new.
"Alright guys, come on, we should get there before it gets too crowded, we don't want to be out too late, either." Chan hustled them all into the van and Felix sat by Changbin and Seungmin.
The ride felt shorter than it was. He had held up conversations with the others for most of the time, mostly Seungmin. And, speaking of Seungmin, he was rather sad today. Felix could assume why and he couldn't help but feel bad for him. After all, Hyunjin wasn't very subtle about his fondness for Changbin, like, ever. So, he had held Seungmin's hand during the car ride for comfort, and Felix couldn't help but notice that Hyunjin's eyes seemed to be a little bit less focused on Changbin and a little bit more on Seungmin. He hoped it would stay that way, but he doubted it in all honesty.
As soon as the van had stopped, Jeongin and Jisung were scrambling to unbuckle, acting like chaotic children as usual.
"Guys calm down! Geez, you're gonna die from all of that energy someday." Chan ran a hand through his hair and Jeongin stopped rustling and smiled sheepishly before muttering a soft-spoken apology which Chan immediately accepted. Gullible.
However, they did all manage to make it out of the van alive eventually. And, Minho had to stop Jisung from running off immediately after they had paid to get in and bought plenty of tickets.
"Alright, do you guys want to just split up as groups? Meet back here whenever? We all have our phones on us, right?" Woojin questioned the group, to which they all agreed and made sure they all for sure did have their phones. And so, they split up to go do whatever.
For now, Changbin and Felix were alone and Felix was going to make sure that he made the most of it.
"What do you want to do first?" Felix smiled brightly at Changbin as he questioned him, excited to just be with him. Changbin laughed lightly and reached out to grasp Felix's hand upon instinct, which of course Felix immediately and happily accepted.
"Well, I'm fine with anything, so you can decide if you want to? If not I can always choose for us." Changbin squeezed his hand and Felix felt grateful. He had never really liked being the one to choose things, as he was always self conscious or worried that whoever he was with wouldn't like his choice but wouldn't tell uim out of kindness. That's why he had asked Changbin in the first place, and he had the feeling Changbin knew he didn't want to pick. He really did understand Felix, didn't he?
"I don't really feel like picking, can you?" Felix asked a little hesitantly even though he knew the older boy's answer.
"Of course I can, it's no problem." He reached to ruffle Felix's hair and the younger boy giggled, filling Changbin's heart with butterflies and causing his heart to fill with happy. He blushed and coughed to knock himself out of it so he could actually choose something.
"Okay, let's see." Changbin scanned the area surrounding them, trying to think not only about what he wanted to do, but also what Felix might not want to do. He knew he definitely shouldn't take the younger to anything that might be scary, Felix wasn't the best at dealing with scary things, as he had learned over time. His eyes landed on a rollercoaster that looked fun, and it wasn't deadly looking or anything so that was a plus for sure. He raised his arm to point towards it and Felix followed his gesture with his own eyes. "How about the rollercoaster over there? If that's fine with you?"
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Lee Felix Is Not Okay | Changlix
FanfictionFelix has been having a hard time since Stray Kids Miroh comeback. He's struggling with anxiety, newfound feelings for Changbin, depression, internalized homophobia, and self-loathing. Changbin knows Felix is not okay, and he just wants to help him...