Cleo's Heart Desicions.

To The Limits.

The truth is incontrovertible! Malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it but in the end, there it is!

~about two hours later, too late at night, Diamond Heart Pack, hospital~

Adira's pov

This can't be true!

It is just a nightmare, this is what I keep on telling myself!

She... Oh my beautiful sweet baby!

I can't do this anymore, I can't stand it, I am dying, I won't bear it if anything happens to her and I lose her!

Two hours now I haven't stopped crying, screaming, sobbing and shaking. I am at the hospital with Finn and William, we are right outside the operating room and my baby is in there with doctors and nurses above her...

She is fighting for her life and I am more terrified than ever!

It is proved I was wrong all these years... I had been thinking that I wouldn't feel more scared than I had felt almost 22 years ago but now I know I was too quick to reach to conclusions... I had never imagined it!

I can't be strong anymore, I can't, this is above me! All these years I am patient, I am forcing myself to be calm and pretend that everything is fine but now I am done, this is the drop that overflowed the glass!

How much can I take? I have lost everything, all I have left is her, she is my life! I am alive because I have her, because she is my light and strength!

I wipe again my tears that are endless from the moment I saw her on Finn's arms and stiffen trembling and gasping. My wolf is screaming and howling, she is mourning and this can't be a good sign. She is panicking me even more and I am asking her what is wrong but she tells me nothing, she is not talking to me, not anymore! She is mad at me, she hates me and she is right!

How can I blame her when everything is my own fault?

I should have been smarter, I had to see the signs but I was a fool! I fell in love and this was my biggest mistake but... He was my mate!

What else could I do?

I was young and he was very kind, sweet and managed to fool me! I had never imagined that he was not like that and I realized everything when it was too late and I could do nothing, I couldn't step back and let him do more...

I am blaming and punishing myself every day from that moment and if it wasn't for Cleo, I would have died, I would have killed myself but I couldn't be selfish, she needed me, my baby needed me and now she is fighting for her life and I am losing mine, I can do nothing to help her this time!

"Adira... Please calm down! I can't see you like this anymore!" William whispers from my right and I turn my head to him with a blank expression.

I have no strength to reply but I am glad he and Finn are here or else I don't know what I would have done!

William is standing next to me like a rock these two hours! He is an amazing young man and denies leaving me for any reason! He gave orders to all the pack members some time ago and then came to stay here with me. He really loves Cleo, they always had a special connection! They were teasing each other from their cribs and he is Cleo's weakness. She trusts him blindly and I know what a good heart he has, unlike his brother...

And Finn... I was wrong about him! I didn't have a good opinion until some days ago and especially tonight! He is standing on Cleo, he is loyal to her and now... He saved her life! He was the first that went to my mother's house and brought her back the fastest he could! If it wasn't Finn, then... I don't want to think about it! I am happy I have Finn with me now, I won't be alone anymore, they trusted him and I have no reason to doubt him! Finn has already proved he is on our side and he wants Cleo safe and I am more than grateful to him!