Cleo's Heart Desicions.

I Love You!

I love you both to the moon and back, to the moon that listened to my wish for real love and send you to me.

~some minutes later, Blood Pearl Pack, pack house, Alexander's room~

Alexander's pov

I stop walking up and down from impatience and sit on my bed.

For a weird reason, I feel like Cleo's scent is everywhere in the room, especially on the pillows and the coverlet, but I guess I am being irrational and I feel like this, because I have missed her, I am waiting for her and I am dying to see her, hug her and kiss her.

I run my hands through my stylized hair, mess it a little bit, but don't care. Fine, I always want to look perfect for Cleo, but right now I don't pay so much attention to my appearance. I am so excited and nervous at the same time that these few minutes feel like long, torturing years and my room can't fit me, it's like it is too small for me.

I have no idea as to what is going on, but something has changed, a lot. It has to do with Cleo, I am certain about it, although I can't explain what this is exactly. I have this feeling about two days, but it has gotten more intense from the moment I got out of the car and sat my foot in the pack house.

In addition, call me stupid, but I sensed something weird from the way Leila reacted when she saw me. She was happy, I have no doubt about it, but she seemed like my surprise had a double meaning for her. It was a shock, which isn't that positive and a surprise as well with the good meaning of the word. Also, the way she talked is not something I am used to, since it was obvious that she was thinking about her words a lot. Leila is not like this, she always is prepared for anything, she is very spontaneous.

Anyway, despite her quite enigmatic behavior, I have to admit that I loved her idea though and I am glad I saw her and not anybody else, because Leila will keep her word and she won't tell Cleo that I'm here and she saw me. If it was anyone else (take Austin for example), Cleo and the entire pack house would know from the very first moment and my surprise wouldn't be that much surprising.

Moreover, I feel a little bit disappointed with myself that I miss how Micah and Ava are going to get together, I mean if they haven't yet and are about to, with some help from the sweet and caring 'monsters' of ours. I wish I could be with them to help, hear and see everything with my own eyes. I would like to support and encourage Micah, since I am more than sure that he needed a big push from the guys, but it is all right. I mean, I have probably missed the best and most important part, but I will have the opportunity to see them in a while and congratulate both of them for taking the right decision to become mates (if they did take the right decision).

They need someone to love and receive love from him and I'm impressed that things between them happen so quickly considering their hesitations, shyness, insecurities, fears and second thoughts. Okay, we can't deny that the guys must have played a big role in this, but still... We can't ignore that it really is extremely remarkable for Micah and Ava to give it a try.

God, why did I have to stay away for almost three days?

I didn't miss only Cleo and more opportunities to stay alone with her and get much closer, but I also missed everything else. I am dying to know how they spent these days without me, what they did, where they went, what they talked about and what took place for everyone in general.

I wonder how Cleo and Ava's adaptation is going, how the pack members behave, which is their opinion about them and if the girls like their new life with us.