Cleo's Heart Desicions.

Pain, Plans, Promises.

We can wipe the tears in our eyes, but we can't wipe the pain in our heart. We can also make the perfect plans, but we can't break our promises!

~about 9 days later, morning, airport~

Thor's pov

I look at the arrivals' corridor nervously and try to stop shaking and sweating.

The more I am waiting, the worse I am feeling, seriously!

I am about to see Cleo from second to second and I am dying already, I drove till here with great difficulty and now I think I am going to pass out from nervousness!

And to take things one by one, I am sure I have to start from the beginning and this is exactly what I am going to do!

You have lots of questions, don't you?

I don't blame you, but what I am about to say are going to make me feel even worse, I can't think about what is happening between me and Cleo and especially her cold, cruel behavior!

She is breaking my heart and it feels like I am in hell!

So, I am going to begin with the fact that I haven't managed to talk to her at all since our short 'discussion' in my office the day she left with that piece of shit, Kevin! I had been trying to come in contact with her the first four days, I had been calling and texting her nonstop, but not only she never replied and ignored me, but also she blocked both of my numbers (my private phone and my office's).

I was heartbroken the first four days, as I was feeling guilty, humiliated, hurt and rejected, because it was clear she didn't want to talk to me, she could and wanted to avoid me and she didn't care I was persistent, but when I realized she had blocked me, I felt even worse, I died!

It felt like she deleted me completely from her life, like she didn't just block my numbers, but me as well! She kicked me out of her life, she made me feel like I do not exist, like it doesn't matter her about me and this is my fault, but she never allowed me to get close to her, to explain myself and...

I am dead all these days, I am moving around like a ghost, I am locked in my office most of the time, I am not talking, I have barely slept and I am not really eating, I am just attending every meal to avoid my mother's nagging. I am also angry (all the time), nobody can really talk to me without me growling or walking away to protect him from my anger and my wolf is in a worse state of mind as he is howling constantly when he is in my mind and when he gets tired of driving me crazy, he blocks me and I stay alone!

Cleo's absence and 'rejection' is killing both of us, me and Tucker! I have tried to talk to him, beg for his support and help, but he denies talking to me, he hasn't said even a word all these days!

The last two weeks are a torture for me, I had never imagined I would feel so much pain for marking someone else instead of Cleo and cutting all the bridges with her. I mean, this is what I wanted to do, because I was angry before and I was reckless, I can admit it now, but when I got so close to lose her, I realized I can't bear it!

I can't live without Cleo and I was so mad that I couldn't accept or think she loves me, but now I am sure she does, her words in my office are the proof for this and this is why I am not accepting to let her go again!

No, she stays with me in either way!

I don't care about anything or anyone else, not even the King himself and I have made my plans, I had plenty time to think about everything!

So...

I am going to tell her I love her and I had my reasons for not wanting her as my mate and Luna before, I will try to avoid telling her the reasons at the beginning, but if I have no other choice, I am going to tell her everything and I will ask from her to stay here with me, but...