Cleo's Heart Desicions.

The Truth...

The truth is rarely pure and never simple, it also prevails where there is pain to bring it to the light...

~some minutes later, Blood Pearl Pack~

Cleo's pov

Alexander gives my hand a gentle squeeze and I smile nervously.

I am still trying to calm down, I was crying until some minutes ago and my eyes are puffy, but not wet as he wiped my tears.

I am unable to believe what is happening today, but everything feels right suddenly and there is no sign of pain inside me.

I left from my home, my pack, my parents and friends and the way it happened was frustrating and overwhelming, but Alexander has erased every bad thought already.

He is all I am thinking about and his presence is my cure, my oxygen, with him everything is perfect, there is no cloud on my sky, no shade.

He was keeping me in his arms after he told me that he loves me and this sentence plays in my mind again and again nonstop. I lost my breath when I listened to these words leaving his lips and from that moment I have entered in a new world.

His, mine... Ours!

It's like I was born to live this moment and I wanted to tell him I love him right back, but I was too overwhelmed, I ended up sobbing from excitement and when I 'calmed down' somehow, I decided to wait.

I feel that this is going to happen soon, I mean that I am going to tell him I love him as well, but I can't understand too many things yet and this is why I think that delaying it it's going to be for the best.

If you ask me what is happening to me and I think and behave so strangely like I know him for my entire life and everything is normal, I will tell you that I have no clue, but it just feels the right thing, it's natural and I can't stop this sentiment.

My heart tells me that I have found what I have been asking, real and pure love and the fact that we feel sparks is one more proof there is something extremely strong between us. I am not so sure if he is my mate or not, Clea hasn't called him like this, but considering to what he told me, I think I need to accept him completely in order to complete the bond.

He mentioned that the Alpha in his pack has no mate and he chooses it on his own, so he chose me and he told me, but I haven't yet although I feel like I have from the first time we met at Bree and Kevin's pack some days ago.

I guess this makes sense, right?

"I agree, but don't rush things, there is no reason to... We still have to know why he brought us and Ava here like that. And he said we have six months to decide, although we have already decided... Anyway, I just had to remind you." Clea murmurs quite relaxed, but curious and I nod in agreement.

She has a big point, we need to know why he brought us here in the way he did and the more time passes, the more I feel familiar to this place like I know it from before. Something inside me is connected with this house, this pack and I'm sure it doesn't have to do only with Alexander.

My heart is filled with so many warm, pleasing emotions like I belong here, like my 'roots' begin from this land and this is just insane...

"Are you ready? Do you want us to wait for a little bit longer?" Alexander asks me gently bringing me back to reality and I stiffen with a weak smile on my face.

I can't get enough of staring at him, he looks even more beautiful to me now, his big expressive dark grey eyes are shining brighter than any other time, his hair is not so stylish, but quite messy and he has folded his shirt's sleeves on his elbows. I can't describe his expression, because I need time to realize that it's full of adoration for me and I am stunned.