Promise

Chapter 13

"Bye."

I walked past him but he grabbed my arm...

He pulled me back in the restroom and closed the door, behind him, locking it. "If you don't want to talk, then let's settle this another way."

He grabbed me and placed me on top of the sink counter. "Luke, what-"

He attached his lips to mine quickly. He put his hand on my cheek. It was a struggle, but I didn't kiss back. He pulled away. "Leah. I love you," he said. "No, you don't," I said. "If you loved me you wouldn't have told that to James. You wouldn't have kissed those two girls. You don't love me. You just want to use me."

I pushed him and got off the counter. I reached for the door knob, but Luke grabbed me immediately. I gasped as he pushed me against the door. His face was close to mine. "Listen to me! I never said anything to James. He's making things up because he obviously likes you. And I only kissed those girls because I wanted to get your attention. I want you. Everything I do is stupid because I just want you to notice me...I want your attention. I want you to be mine. I love you so fucking much!"

He kissed me again. I felt a tear roll down my cheek. He was cupping my face with his hands. He was kissing roughly, yet passionately.

I started kissing back at a slow pace. He wanted more. I kissed at the same pace at him. He guided me back to the sink. He pressed me against it. His hands slid under my shirt again. He unclipped my bra. I gasped. He smiled, pulling away slightly. "Do you...want to do th-"

"Yes."

He let out a cute chuckle, "okay."

I pulled him back in for a kiss. He pulled away slightly and kissed my forehead, "let's go to a room."

I nodded.

Soon, we were in a room. He started kissing me again. I felt him push me down on a bed and he got on top. He took my shirt off slowly. He looked at my body. "W-wow," he said. I blushed. He grabbed my bra but I held it in place. I felt scared. He gave me a small smile and pecked my lips, "Don't worry. I'll take care of you."

I slowly nodded and he took off my bra.

•

I opened my eyes slowly.

I sighed and looked around...

This isn't my room. This isn't my bed.

I felt two arms around me. I was only wearing underwear and and oversized hoodie. I quickly turned my body to see a peacefully asleep Luke.
There was a mix of emotions as I saw him in only underwear.

I just lost my virginity. Holy shit. I just lost my virginity to Luke.

I felt his grip get tighter around me. I took a deep breath. I realized how close our faces were. He was asleep. I looked at his lips. I started leaning into them. I pecked him quickly. I looked at him.

"Again," he said in a drowsy voice. I felt myself turn red. He opened his eyes and pulled me closer to his chest. Wow, this felt good.

I felt him kiss the top of my head. "I feel...weird."

"I know. It'll go away, don't worry," he said. "Did you like it?" I heard the smirk in his voice. I hit his chest.
He groaned. I blushed and slightly smile, "Y-Yeah, I liked it ."

"Good..." He said. "We can do it again!"

"Luke!" I hit his chest again. He chuckled and I cuddled up against his chest. He started playing with my hair. I felt my eyes start closing. Suddenly, my phone went off. "Shit! My mom!" I exclaimed and looked for my phone. I grabbed it from the floor and answered it.

"Oh my gosh, Leah! Where are you, Hun? Are you okay?" she asked. "Yes, Mom! I'm fine. I'm so so sorry. I'm on my way."

I heard her sigh, "I thought something bad happened to you. Please don't do this ever again."

"Yeah, Mom. I'm so sor-"

She hung up.

I groaned and buried my face into my hands. "What's wrong?" Luke asked. "I have to go," I said and got up. I put on my normal clothes. "I'll take you," he said. I sighed, "okay."

•

I got off the car without saying anything to Luke. I rant to my door and opened it. Mom stood up from the couch and immediately hugged me. "I'm so sorry," I said. She sighed and looked away. It took me awhile to realize she was crying. "Mom. Why are you-whats wrong?" I asked. She sobbed, "don't ever do that again, okay?!"

I took a step back. "Y-yes ma'am."

She leaned against the couch, burying her face in her hands. "I thought I had lost you too."

I felt like a boulder had been thrown on my back. I felt tears stream down my face immediately. I went to hug my mom. "I'm so sorry, mom. I'm fine. Look at me, I'm okay," I sobbed. She hugged me back tightly.

I thought about the scary feeling she must have been through. I would hate to lose both of my parents.

• Monday •

Kelsey kept talking about how she and Jacob got it 'on the night' of the party. I felt weird. I couldn't tell her about Luke. I couldn't tell anyone. Not even myself.

I opened my locker. "...and he said 'I've been wanting to do this for such a long time' and I swear that gave me the most weirdest feeling in my stomach..." Kelsey continued say. I grabbed my notebook and watched a note fall from my locker, to the school's ground. I picked it up as Kelsey kept blah-blah-blah-ing.

Good Morning, Beautiful. Meet me in the janitors closet. Love you.

-L

"Hey, Kels. Congrats on everything. I have to go to the restroom," I told her. She nodded, "I'm going to go find Jacob."

"You do that," I smiled.

She almost sprinted off. I took a deep breath and walked to the Janitors room. I put my hand on the door knob. Before I could even turn it, Nadia ran in front of the door. "Hey, Leah," she smiled in and evil way. I didn't answer. "I hope Luke pleased you right Friday night," she said. I looked at her in confusion. "Wh-What?" I asked. She winked and walked off. I shook my head and followed her. "Nadia, what do you mean?" I asked. She turned around and smiled at me, "You'll see. You'll see how you are now just another one of Havens' whores," she said.

I would have been mad. But I was still confused. I felt scared...

The bell rang. Nadia smirked, "see ya later."

She walked off.