maybe won't you take it back || b.e. fanfic

chapter sixteen

ade's pov

kissing her lips after so long was like strolling in a field of pure bliss. it was euphoric. words can't even explain how much i've missed her.

"i swear i'll never leave you again." billie whispers to me as she runs a hand through my hair gracefully.

"i would hope not." i say jokingly as i smile and wrap my arms around her once again.

~~~~~~ time skip to a three days later~~~~~~~~~

today i finally get to leave the hospital, which i'm super excited about. billie and i talked everything out, and we decided that we really wanted to make this work. and we're going to do whatever it takes to be together.

"hey baby." billie says as she walks into my room and smiles at me, then helping me out of the hospital bed since today i get discharged.

"hi love" i say happily as i cling onto her arm and we walk up to the front desk, fill out some paper work, and then we get into her car and start the drive to my house.

"hey, you'll stay out here until i text you that every's fine, right?" i ask billie as we pull into my driveway, and for some reason i get really uneasy.

"of course mamas." she says as she kisses my cheek and puts her car into park.

i nod and smile and slowly walk up to my door, and then open it.

"mom..?" i day wearily as i look around.

"i can't believe you. fucking bitch. you lied to me. straight to my face. get your shit, your out." she screams at me, and her words are like sharp knives in my heart.

"what are you taking about?" i say as i back up a little bit.

"you fucking overdosed. do you even remember that? probably not, you were probably too goddamn high. you told me you wouldn't do any more drugs or become a druggie, and now look at you." she says as she pokes my chest harshly. i don't even have an answer. she was right. i didn't have an excuse this time. maybe i am just a nobody druggie.

"okay.. i'm sorry." i say as i sigh and go into my room, packing a duffle bag of my stuff.

"a-ade..?" my sister says lowly as i barge into our room crying.

"i'm so sorry hope. i love you." i say, not being able to explain anything but i just hug my little sister as tight as possible, and she hugs me back.

i grab my vitamins, most of my clothes, my charger, and then my toothbrush, toothpaste and hairbrush.

"and hope, please be good. listen to mom. be respectful. and stay out of trouble. i'll text you, okay? i love you." i say as i pull her into a final hug and kiss her forehead as she cries into my chest and lets out a faint "i love you too" as i walk out of our bedroom door, bag over my shoulder.

"don't come back. i don't want a disgusting, disappointment drug addict in my house." she says as i walk out the door. that one really hurt.

i climb into billie's passenger seat and throw my bag into her backseat and then putting my seatbelt on.

"what happened baby? are you okay?" billie asks as she turns to me.

"yeah.. just my mom. she kicked me out." i say as i hold back tears.

"what the fuck?! i'm so sorry ade. it's okay, i'm here for you. you can stay with me for as long as you need." billie says as she pulls me into a side hug and kisses my forehead. she always knows how to make me feel safe and cared for.

"i know.. but i don't wanna be a burden to you and your family.." i say as i look away slightly.

"your not baby. i promise. now let's get home." she says as she gives me a side smile and plants a kiss on my lips.

"i really missed this." i whisper to billie as we lay together in her bed.

"yknow, your gonna be my wife." billie says quietly.

"what was that?" i ask as i smirk, but i heard her.

"you'll know someday." she says as she smiles and kisses me. it's the little things like her saying that that really makes me realize how in love i am with her.

our kiss deepens as i put my hand on her cheek and her hands fall down to my waistline. i pull myself up and straddle billie, looking down on her.

"your so gorgeous." i say as i bite my lip and gaze upon her beauty.

"have you even seen yourself?" she says as she chuckles and pulls me closer to her as we kiss, then pulling the covers over us. my hands roam down her stomach to her hips and her hands are around the back of my neck.

"oh billie-" i hear finneas say from behind me as i quickly move myself off of billie and hide my face in the covers.

"am i interrupting something?" finneas says as he holds back laughed.

"uhm yeah it would looks like you have. now get out!!! and learn how to knock!!" billie says as he laughs and leaves, closing the door behind him.

"am i interrupting something?" billie says mockingly in an incredibly deep voice which causes both of us to break out in laughter.

"i heard that!!" finneas says from the other side of the door.

"stop eavesdropping then!" billie says in between laughs as she shakes her head.

then she suddenly stops and looks at me really seriously.

"is everything ok, bil?" i ask as i sit up. she stays silent and stares at me.

"sorry-" she says, finally breaking the silence.

"you just look so beautiful right now. and pure. and i'm just, so, so, in love with you, ade. you're just so.. stunning. and your laugh, it's so cute. how do you do it?" she says as she smiles.

"oh, eilish. your too damn cute. i love you." i say as i chuckle and kiss her lips.

"i love you more." she says as she kisses me back.

"hey, wanna go live with me? i kinda feel like talking with the fans for a bit." billie says as she pulls her phone out.

"of course!" i say, excitedly. this is really the first time that we've been together and interacting with billie's fans.