maybe won't you take it back || b.e. fanfic

chapter twenty two

ade's pov

after the album being out for a bit, we're finally going on tour! by we, i mean billie and finneas with claudia and i tagging along. nonetheless, i'm super excited. i know billie is too. in her previous tours, her mental health/mental state was really bad and she was honestly depressed all the time. this time is different. this time bil is actually excited and happy to be touring.

unfortunately, while we're on tour, whenever we go out i have to take my ring off. per billie's management company, people can't know that we're engaged until after the tour. i guess it makes sense, but it's scary because last time we tried to hide stuff it didn't end well.

on the other hand, claudia and i have gotten even closer since the album release. she's such a good friend and a good person in general, it's really a great thing to have a person like her in my life. she's always there for me, and we honestly just bond so well. we're almost always talking together.

"today's tour day!!" billie says excitedly as she runs out into the living room with her bags. it's like 5am, way too early for me.

"surprised you're happy so early in the morning." i tease.

"yeah, me too." billie says as she smiles and walks over to me, placing her arm around my waist and then giving me a small kiss on the cheek. we all smile as we load our luggage into the car, billie, finneas, claudia, me, and billie's parents all sit in the back of this big ass van as we start our way to the airport.

"just breath, baby." billie whispers to me as we walk through the airport, being swarmed by paparazzi and flashing lights. ever since my OD at the mall, everytime i see paparazzi and those stupid fucking lights go off i can't help but think of that day and how bad my mental state was. it still haunts me to this day.

"are you and billie engaged?!" a paparazzi asks me as we continue to walk. i don't have my ring on, but i guess i must've been spotted with it on somewhere. even though it's kinda scary to hear them ask that since i like never wear the ring outside of the house, we just keep on walking until we get to the gate and the paparazzi can't get to us because they obviously aren't getting on any flights. it felt so nice to finally be able to just breath.

"i'm proud of you mama" billie says as she smiles and takes a seat next to me while we wait. after about 10 minutes, our rows are called and me, bil, fin, claudia, maggie and patrick all get up and find our seats in the plane. billie and i sit together, claudia and finneas sit across from us and maggie and patrick are somewhere else in the plane. of yeah, and we're flying in first class. no biggie or whatever.

"i'm so excited. this is gonna be amazing!" claudia exclaims as she intertwines her fingers in finneas's fingers.

billie fake gags at their affection and i slap her arm playfully.

"oh cmon, they're cute." i say as we all laugh lightly and begin our own conversations as we start to lift off.

after about 15 minutes of the flight, the light letting us know that we can take our seatbelts come on.

oddly, billie takes her off  her seatbelt and jumps out of her seat right away. as she grabs her phone she shoots me a smirk and then goes into the bathroom. okay..??

then my phone vibrates and i look down to see a text from billie.

bil🥰💘
meet me in the bathroom.

as i read the text a smirk forms on my face. damn. i love her.  after about two minutes of waiting, i put my phone in my pocket and finally get up. i try not to look at finneas or claudia to make it obvious, but as i'm walking away i see claudia give me a smirk and a shake of her head. honestly i cant ever outsmart her.

~smut warning ⚠️ ~

i knock on the bathroom door, and before i can even finish knocking, the door slings open. billies arm extends and grabs my wrist, pulling me into the bathroom and pushing me against the door while she locks it behind me, her hands pin my wrist down as her ocean eyes pierce into mine, kinda intimidating me.

"damn.." i say under my breath as i bite my lip and examine her body that's pressed against mine, only leaving an inch or two between our faces. her breath breathing down my neck.

"i need you, baby." she breathes out as she attaches her lips to my neck and begins to suck on it, causing me to let out a soft moan.

as she kisses on my neck, her hands let go of my wrist and start to trace every inch of my body, her hands eventually meeting and then squeezing my breasts.

as were in the moment, she tugs at my shirt and i nod, giving her permission to take my shirt off. so, she does. within a few seconds my shirt is off and her hands lay on my bare waist. i pull her head up from her gaze on my waist and then attack my lips onto hers, the kiss deepens as we move in sync with each other.

"babe," i say breathlessly as i pull back a bit.

"is everything ok?" she asks with a concerned tone.

"yeah, but should we be doing this in here?" i ask. i always get nervous to do anything with her if we're not in her house or somewhere 100% private. you never know who's watching when your in the public.

"of course. i promise it's alright." she says as she cups my face in her hands, the continuing to kiss my lips. after about a minute of us kissing, i pull her shirt over her head and remove it as well, leaving her in her bra.

as more passion posses the both of us, billie picks me up and puts me on the sink counter, never breaking the kiss. only deepening it.

her head tilts upward and mine tilts down as i'm now above her. billie's arms fall around my waist and mine wrap around the back of her neck. her cold hands roam my stomach causing my back to arch with her touch. she ever so carelessly pulls my jean shorts down and then my underwear, lining her fingers up with my entrance.

"please, bil." i beg.

"please what?" she teases with a smirk plastered on her face.

"fuck me, please," i whine lowly. then without a warning she inserts two fingers in my entrance, making me moan loudly as i jump back a bit. i definitely missed this.

i pull her closer to me and grab onto her back as i try to muffle my moans. she smirks as she picks up her pace, and then starts kissing and sucking on right above my right boob and all around my chest.

"baby.." i say as i feel myself getting close to my edge. she notices and goes even faster harder, pushing me over my edge as i release onto her fingers. she smiles faintly and pulls me closer to her, bringing me into a hug. billie puts her hoodie over my head and then puts her shirt back on, running her fingers through my hair.

"i love you." i say as i climb off of the sink top and wrap myself into billies arms.

"i love you too." she says as she hugs me back, then we walk out of the bathroom hand in hand and return to our seats. as we sit down and put our seatbelts back on, claudia looks up and immediately laughs.

"yes?" billie asks, not finding anything funny.

"oh, nothing." claudia says as she rolls her eyes playfully and then looks at me with a funny expression.

billie's arm wraps around my shoulders and she pulls me into her side, i rest my head on her shoulder as i yawn and fall asleep for the remainder of the flight.