maybe won't you take it back || b.e. fanfic

twenty nine

billie's pov

well that lunch was hell. jake is so fucking outta line, i hope she dumps his ass. i finish my food and go into the kitchen, and just as i rinsing my plate off i hear a loud thud and then see james leaving out the front door not too long after. my stomach drops and i can tell something's wrong. wasting no time at all, i rush up the stairs and burst into the guest bedroom to find ade curdled up on the bed, bawling.

"ade?! what happened mama?" i ask as i bring her into my arms and stroke her hair, trying to comfort her. i swear to god if he put his hands on her...

"h-he.. i-.. i" she stutters, trying to catch her breath and calm down. poor baby.

after about ten minutes she calms down enough to form a few sentences.

"he came in here.. and he uhm.. he p-pushed me against the way and said he'd k-kill me if i b-broke up with him.." she says as she breathes heavily.

"what?! fuck no. listen he will not get away with this, okay?!" i state. no way in hell im not gonna get revenge.

"i'm calling the police." she says as she takes her phone out and starts to dial the number.

"no way in hell! if this gets out there'll be speculation and shit all around us. i'll deal with him myself, okay?" i say as i take her phone out of her hands.

"no. billie." she starts but then looks down.

"he has a gun." she spits out as she makes eye contact with me.

"what?! he fucking threatened you with a gun?!" i sigh as i put my head in my hands.

"i'll be back." i say as i leave the room and leave the house with no explanation. i speed over to my house in my sexy dodge challenger and arrive home in under 10 minutes. quickly i go inside and into my room to get changed. i pick out an all black hoodie, all black baggy as fuck sweatpants and a red ski mask, covering the back of my head with my hood.

i push my back door open and make my way to the shed, bringing my old bike out and pushing it out to the path behind my house. i cant risk being see in my car in what i'm wearing, and with a bat in my hand, so taking the back ally ways are my best option right now.

without waisting anytime i hop on my bike and pedal behind all of the houses in my neighborhood until i finally find his house, to which claudia provided me the address for. hey, i don't know how she did it but she got it for me.

it took about 20 minutes to get there, and by the time i got to his house i was sweating my ass of. the bike ride was worth it though when i saw his 1975 mustang convertible parked in the driveway. i sure as hell got to smashing his window. i'm not finna let someone get away with hurting my baby. well, not my baby. but uhm, you know. my love.

"hey!! what the fuck!!" i hear jake say from his door frame as the lights above his garage blind my eyesight. i shield my eyes and then slam the bat down on his hood in a desperate attempt to do as much damage as i possibly can before i have to bolt, realizing that he's grabbing for his gun.

"ILL FIND YOU BITCH!!!" he shouts as three bullets nearly hit my head but i just keep on running and running until i collapse in my backyard. after a few minutes of sitting in the yard hyperventilating, i bring myself inside and takes a few puffs from my inhaler so i don't die and then i pass out on the couch. today was a long, tiring ass day.

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i wake up to the very faint smell of vegan eggs and turkey bacon, and a familiar voice and laugh coming from the kitchen. as i get up and stretch, i make my way into the kitchen to find ade sitting on the kitchen island making conversation with my mom while she cooks. i wasn't expecting her, but i'm not complaining. at all.

"oh, hey ade." i say as i slightly smile and take a seat next to her.

"hey bil, i was hoping we could maybe talk today." she says in a little bit of a lower tone as she turns to face me, making me blush. i hate how much power she has over me.

"yeah, of course." i say as i nod.

after we finish our meals, we walk into my room. my palms are sweating. fuck, why am i even nervous? i'm never nervous... at least not like this. i swear she does things to me. even still.

"billie, i can't even put into words what i'm feeling right now." she starts as we sit down on my bed. my eyes fall to her lips and then back to her eyes.

"then don't." i suggest as i can already tell what she wants to say, and where i can make this go. and she catches my drift.

her plump lifts colloid with mine as her soft palm meets my cheek and my hands connect behind her waist. god how i've missed this.

"i still love you. i never stopped, billie. everyday since i've thought about you." she says as she pulls back, breaking the kiss. i know she still loves me, i just hope that jake really meant nothing to her.

"what about jake?" i breathe out.

"really? cmon now. you saw how much of an asshole he is. you really think i could ever love him? well i can't. and ever since i met you, it's been you. you've been my love, billie." she says as she resumes the sweet kiss.