My Little Rebel

Chapter Twelve: I want to be with him

P.S if you don't like dirty don't read in between the lines

Alex's POV

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I held onto the back of his neck keeping the kiss hard and needy as he gripped onto my waist keeping me close to him, I moved my hands down his chest and then maneuvered them under his shirt and across his chest feeling each muscle he had making him moan and making me smile. I pulled my lips away from his as I slid his shirt up and over his head; his lips met mine again before I could even get his shirt off. We stumbled slightly and continued till we hit the bed falling back on to it as I was on top of him and in control of what was going on, I wanted to be badass and I wanted him to know I wasn't all about listening to my parent's but was I really about to do this. Was I really about to have sex with a man that was unacceptable to my parent's...was I about to let this man touch me in ways not many guys have, I'd love to say no...I'd love to say that I wasn't going to do this but I couldn't. This man had invaded my brain and he wasn't going to leave it any time soon...this man had pushed himself into my life and had become someone I needed...someone I wanted...and a part of me wanted to feel what it would be like to be with a rebel...to be with a badass. 

I don't even know what happened but one minute were falling onto the bed and the next I'm gripping onto his shoulders moaning as he grips onto my hips making them move against his quickly. I dug my nails into his flesh as I waited for him to flinch or groan in pain but instead he gripped onto my hips tighter and moaned as his lips moved against mine. I pushed him down so we were lying on the bed instead of sitting up and I moved against him quickly and kept our kissing needy more so then sweet and simple. 

He flipped us over so he was on top which I didn't mind cause more pleasure shot through my body making me moan, he gripped onto one of my legs lifting it up to his side as my other leg stayed entangled with his. Sweat drew on my body as I continued to moan and love the feel of his body against mine, the feel of his skin sliding across mine. I dragged my fingers across his smooth tan back as he moaned into my neck taking pieces of my skin and sucking on them till he found my sweet spot making me grow even more pleased then I already was. 

His name escaped my lips again for what felt like the hundredth time as our bodies continued to move together, as our bodies moved in perfect sync. He groaned into my neck as my name escaped his lips, my lips connected to his again as I felt his tongue invade my mouth making our kisses more intense and pleasurable. My hands gripped onto his neck again as I kept him as close to me as possible as I felt myself reaching my climax, all I could think about now was how different this was. I had done this before but those times were nothing compare to this...they were nothing compare to him...yes him. His one hand gripped onto my waist as I felt my walls tighten around him before I moaned reaching my climax, he pushed into me a few more times before he relaxed reaching his climax. He leaned his sweaty forehead against mine as I held onto the back of his neck breathing heavily as he did the same laying on top of me, for the first time ever I was completely pleased from head to toes...I was satisfied like never before and I liked this feeling...and I wanted to feel this way all the time...I wanted to be with Taylor which is something I never saw coming. 

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We didn't really talk after that however we did fall asleep because the next thing I knew I was opening my eyes and looking around the dark apartment, Taylor's arm was stretched out underneath me as he lay beside me on his back and his other hand rested on his chest as he slept. I slowly moved and slid off the bed carefully trying not to wake him before I walked off to the bathroom and closed the door behind me, I turned the light on and looked at myself seeing a few love marks that Taylor had made making me smile remembering what happened. I could still feel the warmth of his hand sliding along my leg giving me goose bumps, I smiled remembering the feel of his hips moving against mine...remembering the pleasure that ran through my body as we moved together. I ran my hand along my neck smiling as I remembered his lips against my skin, remembering the way he took my skin between his teeth biting me slightly. The last feeling I remembered was the way his lips felt against mine, the way they hungered for mine, the way they moved against mine as if he didn't want to let them go. 

I took another quick glance at my body then looked at the tattoo again smiling before I walked out of the bathroom shutting the light off behind me as I walked back over to the bed and curled up to where I had originally been only this time I brought the covers with me so I wasn't cold. I felt Taylor stir as he wrapped his arm around me and planted a few kisses along my shoulder and neck before resting his head beside mine and falling to sleep again as my lips kept the smile plastered on my face. As soon as my eyes shut I pictured our evening together again, I pictured the way he looked at me and the way he moaned my name. The way his eyes filled with lust and pleasure as he pushed himself inside of me, the way his hands traveled along my body sending chills up my spin making me shiver. 

I figured the reason why sex with him was different was because he was different then the guys I was use to...he was a rebel and a badass, he was living life day by day rather then having it planned out for him. Oddly enough I felt safe here now...the way he held me in his arms made me feel like I was home, I was scared of this place and now I felt like I was home...what was happening to me. I was changing for him, I was getting tattoos...well tattoo and I slept with him and I skipped school to be here with him...I was changing my ways to be with a rebel my parent's would never approve of and strangely I wanted to. I wanted to be here with him, I wanted to skip school and I wanted to have sex with him...I wanted to be with him, I wanted to feel safe and stay in this apartment with him even with his creepy ass dog...I just wanted to be with him. 

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