Chapter 33 - Realisation...

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I sit it the hospital bed, looking up at the ceiling. I wasnt able to sleep all night. All I could think about was Oliver. And if Colin knew of him...

I kept thinking "I need to see him" or "I need to know him" but I couldn't see myself doing it alone...

Then... About four in the morning... I realsied something...

Something massive...

I leaned over to the bed side table and grabbed my phone. I had messages from Ruby and Georgie asking how I was and everything but I had something more important on my mind.. .

I knew he wouldn't be awake... It half four in the morning... But I've got to try...

I open a new message and type.
Hey, I know you won't be up but... I can't sleep and I've been thinking... Thinking about some things and...

Can you come over before the others? I wanna explain what I've been thinking... Sorry if I woke you... Xxxx

I press send and lay my phone on my belly. A moment later, I got a reply.

Simon:
Yeah, I'll come over earlier... I've struggled sleeping tonight too... Shall I fear for my life at your thinking or are we and the rest of the world safe from Alyssa Lane and her Thinking??

I chuckle and reply...

I think everyone's safe from me... Not sure about you though... *U*

We carry on messaging each other for a while before, I'm guessing, Simon fell asleep.

I laid in bed and though over everything. And the more I looked one thing over... The more I realized one thing...

I've been a complete shit to people...

And the worst to Simon!

As I feel tears start to pick my eyes, I reach over for my headphones and plug them in. I need to think about other things...

I put my favorite playlist on shuffle and try and focus on the music.

But everything that played was Yogscast/Area 11 related...

And trying to focus on the music... Made me focus on the pain I've caused everyone!

As tears start to roll down my cheeks, I decide to listen to the one playlist that always helps...

All I really need is a good cry...

I find the sound track for Final Fantasy VII and lay back. The soundtrack always helps me think. Just the pixelation of the music...

I grab my teddy that Kaeyi brought over and start to quietly cry...

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I wake in the morning, to feel much better. My headache had practically gone, and I felt...safe. I was relaxed until an over-excited Simon burst through the door yelling, and thrusting me into a frenzy.

"Simon! What are you-" I ask.

"Alyc, It's Olly!" He says.

In that single moment, my heart dropped and splattered on the ground, my chest got tight, and my whole world started to crumble around me.

"Olly?!" I ask, my throat tightening.

"Hurry get dressed. They've moved the meeting forward...You're meeting him...today!

Feelz.. I'm so sorry!!! Plot points!!

So I know I said that this would happen on the 4th January, 2015 but... Every time I've wrote this chapter... It doesn't save properly..

So I made up for it by posting this on the 14th...
So I've wrote this millions of time so I'm gonna cut it short..

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