Something About Zane. (BoyxBoy)

18-Right There.

Zane never left my side unless I needed something. 

"You really can't keep skipping school, senior year is almost over." 

"Fuck that school, you are important and making sure you are back to 100 percent," Zane said.

Despite things being different for a while it was really good to see his face every day. We watched X-Men the animated series from start to finish. We also watched every movie and really got into a discussion on what they could have done better with the movies and such.

"My god mom says I probably wore out my welcome here," Zane said.

"No.. I appreciate everything, the last thing I remember seeing your face before blacking out."  the memory came back and I closed my eyes.

"I really wish I could have been there a few moments earlier, I would have beat the shit out of them," Zane said.

"Well.. you did just later on," I said with a smile.

"I wanted them to see how it felt for a moment, how you felt.. I should have fucking been there Rowan" Zane yelled.

Seeing Zane show any type of emotion is shocking enough... I grabbed him by the hand, pulling him back on the bed, looking him in the eyes.

"This is not your fault, you have been good to me, better than I even deserve." it was the truth, we said stuff to each other that we should not have, but that is all in the past now.

"I have never felt this way about anyone," Zane said. I didn't know what else to say, he moved closer and kissed me... then again. He moved on top of me and we continued to kiss some more.

Zane stopped kissing me... "We don't have to do this."  

"We don't, but I want too." 

Zane smiled and we continued to kiss, he slipped out of his shirt. He slowly took mine off, with ease because of my bruises. 

"Are you ok?" he noticed my face when I pulled my shirt off. I shook my head.

"You have a condom?" he asked.

"Top drawer," I said.

"You have condoms?" he asked.

"Um, yes... I don't plan on being a virgin forever," 

Zane licked his lips, smiled, and reached in the drawer... "I am honored to be the first." 

"Shut up before I change my mind." 

He jumped out of his boxers and when I tell you I was NOT prepared for what he was working with.

"What?" he asked, then looking down he grew a cocky grin on his face... He climbed back on top of me, ripping the condom with his teeth, sliding my shorts down. My legs are now wrapped around his waist. 

"I promise I would never hurt you," Zane whispered, he looked me in the eyes.

And he started to enter me slowly and the shit HURT! digging my nails in his back caused Zane to stop. "Shit, I'm sorry," he said.

"Keep going..." I said. 

Zane West was taking my virginity, it was official. He only came into my life a few months ago and here we are. things have been rocky off and on but leading to this exact moment... I wouldn't change anything at all.