23-Figuring Out The Future.

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Sitting at our favorite spot, I was in between Zane's legs taking in the crisp air and just spending time with him. The last few weeks have been insane and we are only at the beginning of summer. Zane was smoking and I took a couple hits...

"does this make me a weed head?" I asked. He started to laugh with a cough. "Babe, you are a beginner ... in due time you will get your weed head certificate" he placed a kiss on my forehead. "You're going to be the go to music producer, watch." I said.

"Umm... that was random but thanks." 

"Jazzy is going to be a platinum selling & Grammy award winning rapper."

"Ro, where is this coming from?"   Zane got up and was looking at me with a confused look. 

"This summer is where we have to figure it out, what we want to do for the rest of our lives, you and Jazzy know your calling... i don't know what mine is."

I was looking away into the sky almost day dreaming, Zane turned my head and he looked at me.

"You are a leader, your calling is being a voice for the voiceless, you know how to control a crowd, I've seen you in action... you forget that's how I first met you, when I interrupted your speech." Zane made a face at me. "You make me want to be a better person, make better music and just do better in life. Your smile lights up a room, you may not see it but i do and i feel it also, that is why I'm so drawn to you." Zane said.

He was looking me in the eyes, into my soul. He pulled me in for a kiss... it was the most electrifying thing I've ever felt and the fact that i was experiencing this with someone i think i am in love with makes it all the better.

"Your article on Black Lives Matter really moved me, and you know I'm not really that sensitive... but i felt that shit deep." Zane said.

And it hit me... I think i figured it out.

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