Don't give Up

Jealousy is a bitch

Eliana's POV

"Hey, Zach"? I answered the phone. "Hey I'm dropping you at school today, I'll be there in ten minutes. I'll see you then", He said and then hanged up the phone. "Ah". Leaving me speechless, He didn't even give me time to protest. I ran up to my room and got ready for school.

It was 6:15. I had woken up a while back but just laid in bed staring at my ceiling when he called my phone.

I took off my wig and rested it on the basin. I took a shower using body wash all over me looking in the mirror as I rub it on my head slowly. Tears coming down my face. Sometimes I just feel so alone with the state I'm in but I always have to put on a brave face so I can show my family that it's okay. I wiped away the tear making soap go into my eyes.

"Shit"! I hissed putting my face under the shower head. When I was done I brushed my teeth, Got dressed, and then put on my wigs and when I was about to put on my lip balm Lili called me. "Yeah"? I asked while Applying my lip balm cause with my condition my lips are pale like my skin.
"Zach's Outside". "Okay. Thank you". I got my stuff and walked out of my room.

I ran downstairs taking a banana and apple from the kitchen then got into Zach's car. "Hey". I said while putting on my seatbelt. "Hey,  you look really pretty today". He started to drive off. "So I never look good pretty on other days"? I asked but I was only playing, he didn't know that.

I peeled into the banana and ate it.

"Of course you do". He smirked. "Especially that ass". I giggle and roll my eyes. He looked back over at me eating the banana. You should be careful before you choke". He said winking. It's like his name is herbert the pervert or something. I laughed shaking my head.

"What made you decide you want to pick me up"? "Well, I just wanted to give you a ride with me You know". He gave me a wink.

"Whatever you say". I said not thinking much about it. We talked until we reached school. I got out of his car and all eyes were on me. "Thanks for the ride, I'll see you around". I said while walking away when His friends came up to him. "Fine ass Eliana". Stephon said and I walked away.

I don't really like it when a lot of people stare It's annoying, I can't be the only one who thinks this. I walked down the hall eating my apple and then I heard a mosquito bothering my ears. I rolled my eyes turning around.

"What did I tell you about staying away from my man"? Anaya Said while she pushed me into the locker. "What the fuck is your problem.. Stop acting like your the boss around here and don't ever touch me again". I push her back and cuff her right in the jaw. She gasped holding her face leaving her there dumbfounded with her minions.

I went to class before I got caught can't risk going to detention again and before more students came and recorded what happened. She'll probably tell anyways. Who cares. "Looking great Eliana". Sam looks down at my outfit which I wore high-waisted jeans and a tube top.

When It was lunchtime I went into the cafeteria with sam. We sat at our usual seat and Ate our lunch, which was a burger.  Which I happen to love. Out of nowhere I feel a breeze on my head. "you really think he likes you huh. Look at you, so pathetic trying to be black wearing lace fronts. Your so ugly and a fat piece of shit".

Anaya said and I don't know why I felt sad but maybe it's the fact that I knew the real reason I'm wearing this and the fact that she called me fat, Maybe I'm just a little insecure about it. I grabbed my hair back put it on fast before anyone can see.

By this time majority of the school was laughing at me, I ran out of there because I was in tears at this time and I was so embarrassed. I wiped it away but It kept coming. I ran into the girl's toilet and locked it.

Trying to let out the tears that won't stop coming. Then I heard some giggling from a group of girls and I could tell that It was Tanya and her friends. "She's so Ugly Like who would ever want to go with her. And her alien-looking self". One of Tanya's friends said.

"She should just kill herself". Tanya said. "That will do everyone a favor, I bet Zach just wants the pussy, but he doesn't have to worry about getting it from a walking yeast infection when He can just come back to my place". I place my hand across my mouth to hide my sobs.

why does she have to be so mean? For no reason at all. She has pleasure causing others harm and it's sick.

Tears rolling down my face as It glides on the surface of my cheek. I hear the heels click and the toilets door closed in indicating that they left. I came out of the toilet and ran to the field so I could let out my tears.

I sat below a tree in the shade away from anyone. "Eli are you okay. I was looking for you everywhere". Sam said. I wipe away my tears and Look up at her. "I'm fine. I just need to be alone".

"Are you sure"? "Yeah, I am". "You know I love you and she is so wrong your very beautiful she's just jealous that Zach is around you". "I love you too". She hugs me and wipes away a tear from my cheek before walking away.

I laid my head on the tree and stare at the field, There were guys on the field playing. I don't know why I didn't say anything, I just froze up cause I'm stronger than this. "Eliana are you okay"? Zach said. "Why is everyone saying that I'm fine". Of course, you so what happened who would be okay after that.

I look at him and passed my hand through my hair. "I'm just worried about you". He stooped down next to me and placed his and my knee. "Why are you worried"? I removed his hand from me. "Is it because you want the pussy cause you're not getting it so fuck off".

I yelled and he looked at me with anger in his eyes. "I was just trying to help, no worries I will fuck off". He walked away with his jaw clenched. "I'm sorry". I said but he kept walking away. I don't know why I'm so stupid. 

That was too harsh of me, way too harsh. Well, I guess she got her wish now. 'She's so annoying. I really hope no one really so what happened but they were just laughing about what she said'. I thought nibbling on my bottom lip tears still coming down my face.

Why am I always taking my anger out on other people. I got up and wipe the tears from my eyes and dust the grass off my butt. I walked to my next class as the school bell rang. Anaya will see what Is coming to her, always treating people like shit.

Well bitch you've messed with the wrong one. 

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