Don't give Up

Just a two months

Eliana POV

 "Eli, get up and get ready for school".My mother said barging into my room." I'm not feeling well".I groan and flip myself to the other side o the bed.

"Are you sure"? She asked placing her hand on my forehead to feel my temperature. I actually not feeling well so I'm not lying.

"Yes". "Do you need anything"?She asked while taking a seat next to me." I want three weeks off from school".

If she wants to make this up to me she better say yes. "No. Your not missing three weeks of school".She said."Because I don't want to see his face and be around people in school they know".

"Know what? Why did you guys break up"? I guess I have to tell the truth but I don't want to talk about it cause every time I think about him I cry.

"Eli doesn't cry. What happened"?She asked while I wipe away my tears." Zach and I had sex".I said trying to ignore the lump in my throat. Tears fall again."You what"?She looked surprised."We had sex".

She was about to felt angry with me until she saw me crying in my hands."What does this have to do with you guys breaking up? Eli what did you do"?

Seriously she's going to ask me what I did wrong, Typical mother." I didn't do anything he had sex with me".I choke on my words I didn't want to say bet.

"For a bet, that's what I was to him a stupid bet, everyone at school knows it. So I don't wanna go to school".

I looked up at her to see if she agrees but when I looked at her, Her eyes had tears in them. I wasn't expecting that." I'm going to speak to your father".She gets up and I grab her hand letting her sit back down.

"No, I don't want him to know".I said wiping away my tears." I thought he was genuine".he said cupping my face." I did too".I cried once again.

"Sweetie don't cry"."Why"?"Because if he did this to you he isn't worth you crying over him".She said and I put my head on her shoulder.

She's right he isn't worth it.

"But why do I keep crying"?My voice cracked."Did you love him"?She asked and my heart melted."Yes".I look down at the ground. I still do."It's going to be hard like really hard".She said and there was silence.

I'll call the principal and talk to him about it".She gets up."About what"?I asked."You staying at home. You'll be having to do all your assignment, every one of them"."And you have to get ready for your check-up".

She said and then walked out. Maybe I should give her a second chance. I took my phone from my nightstand and looked at a couple of tweets that I was in. I knew this cause Sam was like I'm sorry she did this.

A couple of tweets throwing shade at me and in the comments they were saying my name and teasing me. A few of them really hurt me.'When she's too ugly to sleep with so you have to do a bet'. 'How much did he get for that'.

Those really hurt. I looked at the comments and saw a lot of people hating on me. I took off my phone laying back in my bed while watching up at the ceiling.

I took out my phone one last time and told Sam that I wouldn't be coming to school for some weeks and she was sad but she understood. I went into my gallery and saw a few pictures of me and Zach.

It was pictures of me and him on our dates and also cute pictures of us. I held the phone to my chest and cried.

I deleted every one of them. I got up from my seat and looked at my face in the mirror. I looked like a dead old woman. So pale. I coughed and blood came up in my hands.

I washed my hands and then my face. I started to get ready to go to the doctor. I have nothing to lose no more. I'm no more afraid of death, I have nothing to lose.

Love will die

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"Eliana, how are you feeling today"? My doctor said coming into my hospital room. My mom had dropped me here and went off to work. She wanted to stay with me but I just wanted to be alone.

"I'm feeling terrible".I said with my eyes squinted like I'm tired." That's understanding since you don't want to take chemotherapy. Are you sure you don't want to take them"?He asked.

"I'm sure"."What are the symptoms you're having right now"?He asked."I'm coughing a lot lately and blood comes up and I feel very week and drained".

"How long do I have"?I asked nervously playing with my fingers. I don't care if I die today I just want to know.

"Well looking down at your lab work, You have a month but You still have a little bit of time to get a transplant".A month.

A month why not a week. That's the month I'm going to be graduating from high school. I sighed."I'm good, is that it"?I asked getting off of the bed.

"Yes that is about it, I'll see you In a week".He said and I nod. I have to now come here every week But I have nothing important to do so I don't complain. I walk out of the room and wait in the waiting room for my mom.

I gave her a call and told her I'm finished and she said she was in the parking lot, that she's coming up to talk to the doctor.

Now I'm sitting in the waiting room waiting for my mother. I looked around and there was a guy crying in his arms, An old couple talking to the doctor, and a child with his mother screaming that he doesn't want to see the doctor.

Soon my family is going to be here. when they hear that I'm gone and never coming back.

It is what it is. I stood up when I see my mother and she was wiping tears away from her eyes. I hate being a burden on everyone.No one should suffer because of me. I sigh and hugged her and both of us walked out of the hospital.

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