Bully//Chase Hudson

Aspen

that night I laid on my side in bed quietly, my LED lights were turned to red and I had quiet music playing in the background.

I wouldn't let them hurt me anymore, physically or mentally. It felt amazing to stand up to Chase today, just the thought of it makes my heart race.

~

i woke up early today with a headache.

My brother left this morning for a boys weekend with his friends, my parents also saw an opportunity and took it: they went to Vegas for 4 days. So now i'm home alone for a few days which i really don't mind.

It's Friday morning and I'm debating whether to go to school or not when i get a text from Avani.

Avani❤️: morning girly
me: hey wsp
Avani❤️: not much you?
me: you won't believe what happened at school yesterday!
Avani: omg ft me now!!

Then we facetimed and i told her all about how i stood up to Chase and how i couldn't have done it without Kiara's help. I left out the part about the rush i got from standing up to Chase, i didn't really want to tell anyone yet because i'm not sure if it's a good feeling or not.

If every time i stood up to chase i got that feeling, and trust me it felt good, it could get me in even more trouble. But on the other hand i couldn't not stand up for myself right?

I decide to go to school solely to get that feeling again when i stood up to Chase and Gabi.

I wore a Black hoodie and blue ripped jeans, i tied my hair back in a low braid and left for school.

By the time i finished facetiming Avani it would have been time for me to leave for school so i got ready quickly and started walking.

I walked most of the way to school with my head down, just looking at the dark gray pavement below my feet.

I wanted that feeling, that feeling i couldn't explain. i needed it.

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"Hey aspen! how was detention with lover boy" Anthony calls across the hall, i ignore him and open my locker. I hear Chase scold him.

"Hey princess!" i hear Anthony call again.

"Hey douche bag, why don't you shut your big mouth while i grab my books, when i'm gone feel free to emotionalize every inch of your pea sized brain. but right now i have a headache so i'd appreciate if you politely shut the hell up" When i speak i continue to step closer to Anthony, waiting for that feeling to sink in. but it doesn't, i still feel accomplished but i lack the other feeling.

"Virgin" He replies with a smirk

"Micro penis" i retort and start to walk away, i hear a few snickers as my smiles grows in the hallway.

i had done it. i stood up to Anthony Reeves, but I still didn't have the feeling.

"Aspen! How was your date with Kiara in the bathroom?" This time it was Chase, I pivot on my heels to face him.

"you know Chase I don't expect a lot from you. stupid friends, cheating girlfriend, dropping grades...but if i were you i wouldn't use being gay as an insult because it's not" I reply, my confidence immediately boosts and finally the feeling washes over me

accomplishment

meaning

worth

i wouldn't let him bring me down anymore.

"you're- what?" Chase turns to Gabi. i don't know why he's surprised

"Who would want to be gay?" Anthony asks stupidly

"i'd rather be gay than fuck either of you" I retort and start walking away

"they wouldn't want to fuck you anyway!" Gabi screams, she's running out of responses...

"well..." os the last thing i heard of their conversation and it was Anthony. gross.

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