•°. *࿐ in which bee learns to love herself, and maybe a certain redhead.
tw/ contains violence, rape and abuse
this is the first fic i wrote so this is probably my worst writing
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THE PAST week didn't feel real to Bee.
Her days began to merge into one and she felt as though nothing was real.
Bee had been spending every night up in Roger's dorm, not that she wanted to. The young blonde had decided that it was her job to keep her boyfriend happy. Whatever it takes.
Thankfully, none of Bee's friends had found out about what had happened with Roger, and she was planning to keep it that way.
It was Thursday the 3rd of October, Beatrice felt as if each year of Hogwarts went faster and faster. Bee woke up elated, tonight she had a study session with Fred and on Friday she had a sleepover with her friends meaning that Bee had an excuse not to be with Rodger.
Bee and Mia got ready for the day before trudging down to breakfast. The pair took their places at the table, waving at Holly, Lee, Fred, George, Angelina and Alicia at the Gryffindor table. Then they turned to wave at Raven sitting at the Ravenclaw table with Cho Chang, a girl in the year below them.
Beatrice had Defence first on Thursdays. Bee's love of defence against the dark arts had slowly gone downhill ever since the job had been taken my Umbridge. The short girl had started to dread having to enter the classroom decorated with sickly pink decorations.
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"Open your textbooks at page 43" Umbridge's honeyed voice spoke.
Bee rolled her eyes. She couldn't remember another teacher she had hated as much as she hated the pink toad.
"Pst" Fred kicked the back of Bee's seat. "Pst."
Bee turned round annoyed. "What is it Fred?"
"Nothing, I just wanted to see you smile" Fred winked.
"You're such an idiot" Bee joked.
"Hem Hem."
The two teenagers turned round to see Umbridge glaring down at them.
Bee had been unusually pale that day but having the whole class stare at her gave her cheeks a rosy tint.
"Detention tomorrow Mr Weasley, Miss Gallagher. This is your second one of the year, I am extremely disappointed in you."
Lee sniggered as Holly, George and Angelina tried to shut him up. Bee held her tongue, frustrated that she would be late for her group sleepover tomorrow.
The rest of DADA was spent with Bee and Fred scowling at Umbridge. Even throughout Transfiguration Bee still had a sour look on her face.
After Transfiguration Bee had a free period which she shared with Alicia and Raven. The hour went by way too fast for Bee's liking and before she knew it the gang were sitting in the Great Hall for dinner.
Bee, Raven and Mia had to sneak over to the Gryffindor table, because of the stupid rule they weren't allowed to sit at other tables during dinner.
"Mmmm, if I could marry turkey I would" Fred licked his lips.
"You better name your first child after me" Lee joked.
George fake coughed. "What about me?"
"How about Fred names his first born after me, I name mine after George and George names his after Fred." Lee resolved, looking quite proud of himself.
The girls chose mention to the boys that they might have a girl as their first born.
~~~
After dinner the quidditch players all had practice, leaving Beatrice, Raven, Holly, Mia and Lee left.
"So girls what do you wanna do" Lee said spinning his pencil round in boredom.
"Lets play wizards chess" Raven grinned.
"Noo, you only want to play because you win everytime" Holly groaned, her competitiveness shining through.
"I know! Let's play monopoly" Bee jumped out of her seat, her hand shaking as she grabbed the board.
The group of five sat and played the muggle board game for around an hour until Lee won.
"The game was unfair anyways" Mia crossed her arms. Everyone else raised their eyebrows. "Cause you all have muggle relatives whereas I don't."
"Yeah but you've been playing with us since first year" Raven pointed out.
Suddenly a pair of hands wrapped round Bee's face. "Guess who."
"I dunno, Fred?" Bee turned around to face the ginger.
"Wrong! I'm George."
"No your Fred, you have slightly more freckles on your nose and a small scar above your eye, George doesn't." Bee replied back, quite chuffed with herself.
The others looked at each other with knowing looks.
~~~
"Come on Honey, our NEWTs aren't that important, we don't need to study. I mean are either of us actually gonna use Transfiguration after school?"
Bee sighed. "Fred shut up, we've been over this about 100 times, I am not repeating myself. Now shut up and eat your cookie."
Bee had been absolutely drained the past week, she just had so many things pressuring her; with schoolwork, Roger and tutoring Fred, Bee was finding herself being stretched.
Throughout the evenings tutoring session Bee was becoming more and more tired. Even though it was only seven the blonde felt like she could fall asleep. Bee had slowly become paler and paler throughout the day and she now shared a striking resemblance to Casper the ghost.
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After Bee had nipped at Fred to shut up the ginger had been uncharacteristically quiet. After he finished the page of work he had been completing Fred turned round to Bee to see what the would be doing next.
Fred gasped. His friend was lying on the chair unconscious. "Shit. Shit. Come on Fred, what are we gonna do?" Fred mumbled to himself, surveying the library to find someone else to help him, but alas the library was empty and Madame Pince was no where in sight.
Fred carefully lifted Bee up, checking he wasn't hurting her and rushed to the hospital wing. He was in too much of a rush to notice the bruises lining her arms.
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authors note - i only just realised Raven is a RAVENclaw
