•°. *࿐ in which bee learns to love herself, and maybe a certain redhead.
tw/ contains violence, rape and abuse
this is the first fic i wrote so this is probably my worst writing
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OCTOBER WAS passing in a flash and the seventh years were beginning to get nostalgic. The second month of their final year was almost over and even the students who were looking forward to leaving found themselves a little sad.
Angelina Johnson's birthday was on the twenty-fourth of October, the group had, of course, thrown a party for her.
Bee had started attending meetings of the D.A (Dumbledore's army), although the group had to sneak around and hold meetings in the room of requirement due to Umbridge's latest Educational Decree disbanding all clubs and groups.
Because of the Umbridge's new stupid rule Angelina had been extremely stressed trying to get permission to start the Gryffindor quidditch team up.
"Bloody bullshit isn't it, all the other teams are back but she won't let us back, reckon that counts at discrimination." Angelina ranted to the group.
"She has to get us back soon, she just has to. The cow needs us for the cup." George voiced his thoughts.
"Are you talking about quidditch?" Hermione Granger asked, Harry, Ron and her joining the seventh years.
"Yup" Fred emphasis on the P. "We're wondering when we'll get back to playing."
"Hopefully soon, I need more time to practice" Ron groaned.
Bee had known the golden trio for quite a while but only really started to spend time with them because of the D.A. Throughout her time spent with the trio Bee had grown the love the three fifteen year olds like they were her younger siblings.
~~~
October rolled into November, Umbridge had allowed the quidditch team back and the they were preparing for the first quidditch match of the season. 'Gryffindor vs Slytherin, those matches were always the most interesting' Bee thought.
Bee felt bad for Ron, he had been shaking all week and everyone could tell he was nervous for the match.
Almost the whole of Hogwarts sat in the stand, anxiously awaiting the upcoming match, it would be the first played since May 1994, a fact that had every quidditch fan bouncing with excitement.
Beatrice sat with Holly, Raven and Mia, eyeing the Slytherins and their badges that read 'Weasley is our king' suspiciously.
The match started, Lee commentating as the two teams went head to head. The four girls in the stand cheered on their friends as they played viciously.
"Weasley cannot save a thing, He cannot block a single ring, That's why Slytherins all sing: Weasley is our King."
The Slytherins sang, a few other pupils sniggering at the lyrics. The Gryffindor's turned around, their faces turning sour. Ron began to feel humiliated and started letting more goals in.
The Gryffindor supporters in the stand started to feel more deflated but they tried to keep their spirits up.
"Weasley was born in a bin, He always lets the Quaffle in, Weasley will make sure we win, Weasley is our King."
The Slytherins sang their next verse putting the Gryffindor team off their game. By now Ron had let multiple goals in and his confidence was beginning to go down.
A bludger came flying towards Angelina, Fred flew towards her hitting it out the way, winking at Bee as he did it. Holly, Mia and Raven all shared a knowing look.
The match ended and Gryffindor ended up winning after Harry caught the snitch just on time.
~~~
Beatrice, Raven, Holly and Mia sat in the Gryffindor common room, waiting on the others to come back.
"Fucking idiotic" Fred yelled, the group entering the common room.
"Fred what's wrong" Holly asked.
"We're banned from Quidditch, banned. She confiscated our brooms. It wasn't even our fault but she still bloody confiscated our brooms." George paced up and down.
"Angelina what happened" Raven asked trying to make sense of the what the twins' had said.
"Malfoy and his goons started insulting Fred, George, Ron, Harry and their families. So Harry and George kind of leapt at them. Umbridge saw and took away their brooms and banned them." Angelina explained.
"Did she take Malfoy's away too then" Bee spoke up.
"Nope" Fred spat out. "Just mine, George and Harry's.
"That's sucks, I'm sorry guys."
~~~
The next day the twins were still raging, Bee and Fred were sitting in the library trying to study.
"Fred I know your annoyed but McGonagall's set us a test for next week and we really need to do well or else she'll question the tutoring." Bee forced a smile.
"I know Honey, I just can't get it in my thick head." Fred slapped his head multiple times.
"Fred your smart, I know you can do this, we can just put in extra tutoring sessions." Bee didn't tell Fred the real reason she wanted extra sessions was to get time away from Rodger.
"Thanks Honey"
"Freddie, c-can we talk, seriously for a moment" Beatrice began to shake.
"Course we can" Fred took Bee's hand into his own.
"If I do something, even though I don't want to, for someone I like, that's the right thing to do, right?" Bee whispered.
"Honey, it depends what, if it's something that's hurting you then that's not okay. Forcing you into something isn't okay." Fred looked at Bee anxiously.
"So if I'm in a relationship with someone-" Bee started but changed her mind. "Y-you know what never mind, I've gotta go. Talk to you later Fred."
"I know it's hard to open up but you can tell me anything and I won't judge. Pinky Swear."
"O-Okay" Bee's face whitened. "If I'm in a relationship, and I don't want to do s-something, it's right for me to put up with it for the other person right."
"Honey, is Rodger forcing you into things you don't want to do?" Fred's smile turned into a frown.
"Y-yeah" Bee started to feel faint. "Oh shoot, it's nine, I've really got to go now."
"Please don't tell me your meeting him."
Bee looked down to the ground. "Fred I have to, he'll be so mad, and if he knows I've been hanging out with you and telling you these things."
"Don't go Honey, I don't want you getting hurt, just please stay with me and we can talk again tomorrow. I don't want to force you into anything but my dorm's always open."
"Okay Freddie, I'll stay with you."
Bee went back to the Gryffindor common room with Fred, still a little shaken up from talking about Rodger.
Bee got changed into one of Fred's jumpers that had a large F on the front. "Promise me you won't tell anybody" Bee murmured.
"I promise Love" Fred kissed Bee's forehead as the pair fell asleep in each other's arms.
