ARTFUL Roses ( Suga Ff )

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The dry and wrinkled leaves hanging down the trees were dancing in sync with the cold wind rushing out. The momentary satisfaction , seeing these old souls dancing were Unexplanatory. Winter marks the end of the life for few of them yet they smile, giving pleasure to the crowd walking down the streets. These leaves never realize their death until a strong wind makes them fall and very same crowd crushes it under their feet . Yet these people enjoy the Quelling sound underneath their shoes, giving their mood a romantic edge. This is how life is and I can't help but feel relatable.

The clattering sound of the wind hitting the window perfectly marked the winter. But the chattering sound around didn't allow me to savor it . Cursing under my breathe, I put my head down, praying to be like one of those leaves out there. Freedom was the only word echoed in me, until the sound of bell rang in my ear, bringing me back to reality.  Grabbing my bag, I made my way out of the school, turning back I realized myself to be first one out.

Another boring day at my high school and my life ended . Everyday was fucking same like every other day. I was sick of myself being sick of everything and everyone.

I go around with the name Kim y/n , living in isolation from my small conservative family . I am typically a girl who doesn't like having friends . I don't believe in any kind of relation . My life basic is If you are independent and can take care of yourself then you don't need others shoulder. That could be reasoned for my self confinement.

It was 8 at night and I was on my way back to home from after school class . My house sat at end of a dark alley . Again isolation could be added. I love dark places . They serve their own beauty. They reflect me, more or less, so i love them.  Atleast I have got something to amuse me unlike others who don't know why they exist.

While passing through the alley I sensed someone follow me . I was not afraid ,I was curious who it could be cause it's the first time someone is passing through this alley at this hour except me . Turning around, I witnessed  no one just the blank road . Strange . I did hear some noise . Ignoring it , I made my way forward ,  The sound made it's way to my ears again.

Irritated I turned around to see who it could be . It was a dog following me. Well that was not expected, I expected  it to be someone not something. I stared at the dog's eyes only for it to stare back at me. This dog has got a lots of guts to stare at humans . Nevertheless  I turned around and started walking ignoring it .

I sighed happily when I got a glimpse of home . I was about to enter in when I saw a bunch of dry leaf covering the ground. Intentionally stamping on them to hear the cracking sound. The sound did send pleasure through my body , making me forget about the life which these leaf posses. After all even I am one of those crowd walking down the street screaming the word human.

Throwing myself on bed after my night routine, I took my phone to check for any messages. As expected it was from my mom . No one texts a boring pig who doesn't care for others.

Mom:Baby did u reach home.
Mom:Did u have your dinner .

kim y/n: mom don't baby me . You are literally half of my height yet you baby me.
kim y/n:and yes I had my dinner [ a lie] .GN.

Tossing my phone on the night table , I stretched lazily. It is almost night by the time I reach home because of the distance, making it perfect to cut my dinner. Was that the reason why i have slim waist and no tummy. Wait is that the reason why other girls in my school glare at my tummy.

*Oh God save me from these hoes .

I decided to let go my worries and get back to sleep. Such a long day of nothing.