ARTFUL Roses ( Suga Ff )

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Opening my eyes I saw myself in a different room this time . I tried getting up but failed miserably. Suddenly the painful memories hit me like a thunder. My head started pounding miserably because of the undue pressure.

Hands on head I groaned in pain. I searched for my phone. I needed to check the timing. I have no idea for how many days I have been sleeping. But the worst, it was not anywhere in near eye sight. Sighing , i facepalmed . I even had no energy to ponder myself with question. I looked around the room vaguely. It was as simple as possible.

The bed, nightstand, wardrobe only defined this room. Strangely I didn't felt uncomfortable or anxious here.

* Was it because of the homely and solace atmosphere unlike the stinking one I had been tortured .

The door to the room creaked open, pulling me out of my thoughts. Suga was standing there expressionless . Only i knew how my blood boiled seeing him. I felt rage building in me every passing second . He is the only reason why i am lying here lifeless. I agree he was the one who saved me and brought me out of the hell. But i can't name him angel either.

Amidst all these thoughts , i felt more disgusted to be in his bed. Immediately without thinking, I pulled myself up harshly and tried getting away with all those things he is associated. I tried taking a step but Regretted  it immediately as I fell down on the floor with a thud .

He came running towards me and slid down to my eye level. Seeing him too close was doing no good to me . He looked at me with sorrowful eyes but I couldn't see any guilt in there. He held my arms and was about to help me when I yanked his hands away harshly.

" Listen, I can understand your hatred towards me but with your condition here you can't do anything " He exclaimed.

Adverting my gaze, I clutched on the bed rim and with full force I stood up and landed on the bed. He sighed deeply and took a place beside me. We had a brief moment of inaudible anger and silence between us when he decided to break the ice 

" I warned you. I even pointed that you will regret it but you were the one who overlooked it" .

" Then let me reflect on my action. I don't need your help" I said weakly. He remained silent.

" I don't want to be anywhere near you. Seeing you only brings back harsh memories and I don't see any point in dealing with them. Also you disgust me. I just don't want to see your face" I said with fury.

I had no idea from where it was coming from but the words were just pouring. Anger and confusion was taking dominance over my feelings. He was taken aback and looked hurt from my words but I cared less about that right now.

" I want to repay your kindness. I don't like having any liability. So cooperate and stay here till you heal" he said and stood up.

Throwing my phone on the bed, he left the room. As soon as I heard the clicking sound of door behind, I flopped down on bed and starred at the ceiling tired of everything.

Moments later the door opened slowly revealing suga. He was carrying a food tray in his hands and placed it on the side table cautiously. He opened the led and I saw porridge in bowl .

"Have the porridge and take the pills" he said planely.

Denying the food voluntarily  especially when I am hungry as fuck, would be the foolishness. So I got up dramatically , rolling my eyes and placed the tray on my lap. I took the first spoon and the waves of flavour woke my taste buds again. It was so extra tasty that, I instantly went for the second one . Suddenly I had this stinging pain in my arm, making me drop the spoon on the floor .

I looked at suga , he gave me an questioning look.

" What . Repay my kindness" I said , eyeing the spoon. He sighed and handed me the spoon. Flipping my hair back out of victory , I started munching over the food like a hungry sloth.

Later suga handed me the pain killers and a glass of water. The sore taste spread in my mouth even if I gulped it down. Placing everything on the tray he was about to leave when a question crossed my mind.

"why are there no bruises and cuts yet I fell pain" I asked him eagerly.

"internal pain" he said .

Everything made sense now . those gangster were proficient in internal bleeding . Thinking about them gave chills down my spine making me hug myself insensibly. He felt a slight hint of guiltness, seeing how deeply I am affected with this scenario but Past is past, time couldn't be flipped right. So he decided to shrug it off and left the room without any good night.

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I unexpectedly jolted up from sleep, feeling an extreme urge to pee. Holding my abdomin, I walked towards the restroom.

* feels fresh..

Closing the door behind me, I strolled back towards the bed. Out of blue, I heard some sniffing sound making me freeze at my spot. Directing my eyes towards the source, I found suga lying on the couch, deep asleep. Taking steps prudently, I neared him. He was even mumbling something under breathe. 

"Mom please wake up . Dad wake her up why is she not opening her eyes" he said with a low sad filled voice . He raised his hand in air aimlessly and when it came in contact with my skin, he pulled me into his embrace in no time .

" please . please don't leave me"he said sobbing in my arms .

I didn't know how to react. All this was new to me. I was never placed in such a situation . I just stood there in his arms with confusion . I suddenly felt no hatred towards him and felt bad for him .

* It would be better to wake him up

I shook his shoulders gently and in an instant he opened his eyes. He had a questioning look. He eyed me like i was the one who intentionally made him hug me. Who will explain this bastard that it was him not me.

"what do u want" he asked , wondering our sudden closeness .

I moved my gaze blushing violently and abruptly stood up , breaking our mini unintentional hug . Pace walked , I jumped on the bed like a frog effortlessly .

" Nothing " I yelled and covered myself under the sheets like a sushi.

After what felt like years, I peeked out and looked over him. He was sleeping peacefully now, snorting. Sighing I starred at the ceiling and wondered about his mom. We were not even close, so asking him would be useless . My curiosity was killing me and we being perfect strangers didn't help it. Many question popped up eventually . Does he have a bad past ? Is this the reason why he is so cold? Did his mom die because of some tragedy?

I mentally slapped myself and told not to dwell into others life and forced myself to sleep. There is no use anyways.

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