ARTFUL Roses ( Suga Ff )

*16

I thought knowing his past would help me approach him easily , but it has become a lot more complicated than before. I never thought that his past would be so dark and messed up. I wonder how did he survive without anyone. Not every child can handle such a mental torture in young age. His endurance and will power is never a joke , though he has taken a wrong path to deal with.

He had always been vulnerable to outside world. Never enjoyed any worldly pleasure. Always been hit and chased away but never did he fall down. His struggles are making me fall in love more and temptation to help him is unbearable.

I decided to talk to him today , even if it takes a wrong turn , I wanted to risk it. Apart from all these , the fact that I have been sharing a roof with one of the biggest player in underworld Is still daunting me.

*Few hours later

Dinner had turned cold , clock striked 30 minutes past 12 and still there was no sign of him. I checked my phone , expecting message from him but there was none. Even my morning message were not seen. I tried calling him again but the other line went dead.

Now everything was getting out of control . I couldn’t help but feel anxiety arising in me . Even though the room was cool, still tiny droplets were evident in my forehead. My heart beat was getting faster every passing second . It can’t be denied that I was nervous. Nervous that I would be left alone to deal with the worst nightmare,rm.

I felt hungry but I couldn’t bring  myself to eat . It was only him which I cared about now. I wanted to go and search for him but I don't knew where to start from.

Facepalming ,I rubbed it in frustration. A soft tear touched my checks because of these overhelming thoughts. Just then I heard a notification sound . In split second I checked my phone , praying  it should be him but no , it was from jungkook.

Jk: hey y/n . Has he come home?

y/n: No . Not yet

jk: Don’t worry he will be back soon.

y/n: Actually I am thinking of going on a hunt.

jk: what?

Ok where exactly are you gonna search for him?

y/n: I thought of randomly checking the streets.

jk: Cut the bullshit y/n . Did you see the time . Do you think you would be safe going alone.

y/n: But I can’t just sit here and battle with my thoughts.

Jk: listen. I will check on him. so don’t worry.

y/n: but

jk: No buts . Go and take some rest . I know you are exhausted.

y/n:  Fine

With that I threw my phone away and closed my eyes tightly praying for any miracle to happen.  

SUGA Pov

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Turning the knob cautiously, I entered in without  making  sound. After wandering around for whole day , I am back  home. As soon as I entered my eyes searched for y/n . She was sleeping peacefully on the dine  table.