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*5 YEARS LATER
Placing the flower on the five year old grave, with beautifully carved name y/n on the stone , he kneeled down on the grassy ground beside it . The broken boy still felt deeply sad and remorse just by the thought of coming here yet his feets just drag him here every once in week.
" How good it would be if at least this coffin held your body rather then bricks" He said, vaguely running his hands over the stone filled box.
Every week the boy visits the grave, naively assuming that his love would listen to his lone self. Deep down he knows it is a lucid dream yet he doesn't dare to believe it, as he didn't want to be slumped to the ground again , lack of courage to fight the darkness again.
" You know what I still haven't found out how you came to save me that day. The truth just died with you and jin demise " He said, plucking the grass underneath his shadow, wet soil just spreading slightly on his palms.
The grief stricken boy tried brushing it off, but instead the mud just spread across his palms. He gave a low spirt chuckle to himself .
" I think I am born to be alone. After your death, Every night, I just lay in our bed and try to fall asleep before the memories roll down my cheeks. Sometimes , I just wish I shouldn't have met you. Then I didn't had to go through this "
Deep down, the boy felt extremely sorry for his love and was exactly conscious of pain she had gone through. But the caramel head was too drowned in his own despair to even consider about her vein of sadness.
" Till yesterday, I thought I have mastered bottling up my hurt and pain but guess what I was proven wrong when I cried out of blue . Can you imagine the weight of pain, that I have cried even without any shoulders"
Every week the caramel head, just visits the grave to pour out the unsaid feeling . He wishes for at least one drop of tear to roll down, to lift down the weight in his heart,but sadly is not even gifted with that. Perhaps his heart was so dried, to even produce a drop of tear.
He stopped to draw a deep breathe and looked over his surrounding. He felt a soft wind hitting his face, waving his hair to left side. Brushing the blown hair, he witnessed few flowers sitting on her name carved stone.
Lifting his head up , he saw how smoothly the leaves were waving due to wind. He mentally thanked the tree for protecting her grave from worse weather. But today he felt the intense urge to push the tree aside, as the weather was sunny with a bit of scattered clouds. Remembering how y/n just loves the nature , he smiled to himself.
" Y/n you are so cruel to leave me alone. You know how much I dreamt about us. About how lovely our normal routine days would turn. Honestly speaking the day when I finally confronted Rm , apart from nervousness, I felt excited. Excited about our nearing beautiful future. But everything just crashed down. Y/n. I feel so drained out right now, but still you aren't reaching out for me " He said, with agony filled eyes.
Suddenly the caramel head boy hit his head, as he realised something.
" I almost forgot. Yesterday our aru crossed five. We hosted a party for her. You should have just seen her smile, just like yours but I am sorry to say this , her smile was much happier then yours. You know she is the only reason why I wake up next morning. I don't think I would be here talking to your grave , if it was not her. Our Aru have turned out to be most innocent and beautiful kid. Just seeing her everyday, energizes me and I feel contained with her besides me. Don't you worry, I have been taking care of her preety well. Yesterday she labelled me as the best father and I couldn't ask more then that. This may sound crude but I think I will be relieved if she doesn't finds out about you. I don't think I can see her break down... "
He stopped In mid way as a call interrupted his time, with a frown the boy pulled out his phone from his pocket and looked at the caller id. He sighed heavily seeing Jungkook name flashing on the screen.
Cutting the ring , he got up from the ground and dusted few princkle of grass from his pants.
" I have to go now. But I promise I will be back again next week" He said In a low voice and turned on his heel.
He still wanted to spend time here, but he just shrugged at the topic as prioritizing his long gone love will only hurt his childhood friend who is still staying by his side.
He walked a few feet away, but suddenly turned around and ran to her grave as something hit his head. He bent down towards the name engraved stone and kissed it.
" It hurts that you have not got to see Aru , but it's ok. I am sure I will break this curse and get you back. I promise " He whispered In a heavy assuring voice , as if it was a secret which would be communicated to y/n through the stone.
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IMPORTANT **
There are few things which I want to clarify as the first part of my story is over.
The main plot of the story is totally devoted to the flower (red rose). The conflict and explained rival relation with jin do has an indirect connection with the flower. They are all complementing rather then conflicting. Y/n was supposed to die some way or other because she is been influenced with the curse and jin happened to pay for her death.
The main character (Yoongi) thinks that the curse has changed his fate. But that's a mere interpretation. His fate was already written and this curse is bound to effect him.
The sole reason he lost y/n is because of his curse ( manifestation of fate) .
Read the second part of story to understand the concept appropriately.
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