ARTFUL Roses ( Suga Ff )

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I froze at my spot. I couldn't believe this was happening. Before I could even react, y/n leaned on me for support.

Gravity pulled us down and we landed on groung with y/n In my arms. I placed her head on my lap and caressed her hair. I couldn't believe she took a bullet for me.

Tears were already flooding down my cheeks, mixing with hers. Her eyes were blood shot, for few seconds she was tolerting the pain but when she got numb to it, she looked in my eyes. I wanted so badly to flip the time so that I could be the one suffering. She did nothing to deserve this.

"Y/n" I said grimly . She smiled at me although she was suffering. I could see the proudness in her smile rather than regret.

" Yoongi" She forced to say, gripping my hands due to pressure

" Why. Why did you do this? " I asked her desperately through tears.

" You took so long to come back, so I came in search of you. I am happy that I found you" She said.

I held her tightly and cried out. I cried and cried and cried. I felt myself drowning more in darkness and the light to my darkness was slowly counting her seconds.

She raised her hands to hold my face but failed miserably. I immediately took it and felt her touch on my cheeks.

"Don't cry. It hurts more to see you like this. Please" She said.

" No. Y/n. This is all just a dream. We will wake up any time soon. Just hang in there" I said confidently even though I know that I am facing the harsh reality.

" You are really my idiot... "

She scoffed blood out of her mouth.

My eyes widened and I held her head as support. She coughed, whinsing at pain.

" My time has come " She chuckled bitterly.

"Promise me that you will hold yourself together when I die and don't do anything stupid". I remained silent, head hung low, sobbing violently.

" You put a lot of hope on me and I was afraid I can't make you happy but now I am satisfied" She said with a weak smile.

" Even you are abandoning me. Even you are leaving me with memories , adding stones in my shoes. Why. Why? " I yelled at last part.

Those sorries, apologize , goodbyes which they give for helping you leaves you million times more miserable. It forces you to feel guilty for rest of your life.

She caressed my cheeks and pinned a strand of hair behind my ear to take a closer look at my face.

" You are not alone. You don't have to walk with our memories. I promise our kid will help you make new memories " She said , her faint smile turning into brighter one.

" What... Our kid?? " I sluttereed, in utmost surprise.

Were my ears ringing or did she really say our kid. She closed her eyes again clutched her heart tightly pleading for few more minutes. Her face yelled she has reached her end.

She faintly opened her eyes again and said in a very low voice .

"Cherish our child double times you wanted to flower me. Make sure our kid is happy. I will always watch you" She said forcing the words due to lack of breathe.

" I will y/n. I will. I promise you" I said.

She chuckled at my eagerness. Her smile was making my heart flutter even now. I never knew someone's smile was could do this to My heart even in hard times. Her hands held both of my arms, shaking and covered with blood.

" Yoongi. It's becoming more painful now. I want to sleep and rest. ....Please don't wake me up" She said with irregular breathing and closed her eyes.

" No y/n.no..no" I cried and pulled her towards my heart.

She muttered " I love you" To my heartbeat. I felt her warm smile when she said

Slowly I couldn't feel her breathe anymore on my heart. She left my world forever in my arms. I cried my eyes out but no sound came out. I wanted to shout but I can't. What use is there when my existence itself has become a rag paper.

I thought everything was over but I wasn't aware that most dreadful moment was starting .

Y/n was slowly evaporating . beautiful radiant violet petals were taking form. Making their way towards sky and disappeared into thin air. She was fading away, her frame was nearly visible now. I broke my hug and took a closer look at her face realizing her real time has arrived. She was still smiling and peaceful sleeping.

I leaned forward to feel her lips for the last moment , to feel homely for the last time but even before I could feel her warmth, she vanished. She ceased to exist . My hands fell on the ground aimlessly , which were once holding her. I opened my palms and saw our signature necklace which I gave her.

" You took her. You finally took her, mom" I said, chuckling loudly.

This was not how I dreamed my life would be. This is not I wished for. This is not I prayed for when I fell in love with y/n .

Why am I the only one getting punished?.

Why am I the only one feeling pain?.

Why are all those who wish to share this pain are dragged away from me.

"Even I want to be happy and this time I am going to get it" I said through gritted it and pulled myself up harshly and searched for jin violently.

Killing him will only satisfy my blood That's when I noticed my surrounding. Every single man of jin were lying on the floor half dead.

I saw few of man standing up In a corner. They moved away from their spot. Their I saw jin leaning on the wall badly bruised and jungkook standing near him with a gun in his hand. Jin raised his head and looked at me with a venomous grin.

Anger swam through my body. He is the reason, why y/n is not here. It was him who entered my life without permission and broke it. It was all because of him. He played a monster role in my fate now ,he deserves to be killed by a beast.

I ran towards him like a unleashed beast, grabbed the gun jungkook was holding and pulled the tigger to hear the sound of bullet entering him. Not one shot, not two but I served him total of seven bullets, with him dodging back with each bullet hitting him.

He vomited blood in pain and died finally.

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