ARTFUL Roses ( Suga Ff )

*24

*Y/n pov

I opened my eyes timidly, trying to adjust to the lighting . I felt numb and tired. I turned my left and right side to check around and found my phone. I tried to reach my phone on the night stand but my energy level was zero that I dropped my hands instantly. I felt pain all around my body.

Glancing at my body, I found my hands and heads covered with bandages. Now when I gained some consciousness, I felt excruciating 10times more.

To worsen it ,I felt something itchy underneath my bandages, but since I couldn't scratch it frustrated me. I tried getting up, by holding the either side of bed firmly. As soon as I sat , my hands clutched my aching head , making me groan in pain.

Back of my head, recalled even the slightest detail of pain I went through yesterday. The look in their eyes and their hands mercilessly tying me and the sharp tip of blades that dipped in my skin effortlessly, making deep cuts .

I desperately wanted this to be my last nightmare but the fact that it was just starting kept on ringing back my head.

" Y/n" I heard someone calling me but the beating sensation in my skull made me ignore it.

Soon I felt a touch on my shoulders , laying me down on the bed again slowly but surely . The sharp pain in my head descending slowly , I looked over the person sitting next to me. I wanted to smile but couldn't. Instead tears made it down my cheeks due to the mixed emotions I was going through dominated by the physical pain.

He held my palms with both hands and squeezed it . I could see the glistening sorrow in his eyes, not because I was in pain but the thought that he was the reason behind it. I wanted to assure him that this path is choosen by me and he doesn't have to feel guilty but no words came out of my mouth.

" How you are feeling now? " He asked me.

" Not good"

" I am sorry" He said, hanging his head down with guilt.

For some reason, I didn't wanted to stop him saying those words. I wanted him to feel sorry to the point that he craves for my comfort. I know this is toxic thought but I couldn't get my mind of it.

" It was them" I said,

" Them who? " He asked frowning with a tiny of Uneasiness that I ignored his sorry.

" V and Jin. They are the one who broke in yesterday and amputated me" I said. His sorrow turning into fury , Just by hearing their name was making him loose himself.

"Actually y/n.....".

" There is no need for an explanation. I don't want one" I interrupted him.

It's true that I told him he could share anything with him, which was not for sake. I meant it but right now my state of mind was not stable and I didn't wanted to make it worse.

On the other hand , even suga didn't wanted to enlighten me. He just sighed and nodded.

After that we spent our time chatting with each other. Random stuffs. Taking a look at the time , he stood up.

" It's time for your medicine. Wait for few minutes I will cook something for you " .

" No wait. Don't hurt... " .

" I know I am a mess in kitchen but don't worry I won't get hurt" he said with puppy eyes. I gave a big laughter at his face

" You got me wrong. I meant don't harm the kitchen "I said and continued laughing.

He stamped his feet abruptly and glared at me.

" You know what. Just go and fill your pinky tummy with air" He said and stormed out.