ARTFUL Roses ( Suga Ff )

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A pat on my back brought me back to senses. I hazily opened my eyes and looked around.

Realizing that I was still against his chest , I hastily moved away from him. I looked at him but dropped my gaze immediately. I couldn't possibly look into his eyes after being so close to him. Unlike me he looked way too comfortable and calm.

I wanted to check the time, to at least know how many hours  I was unconscious against him . I was about to pull my mobile out but suddenly it felt uneeded .

Dropping the confused thought of the fact that he strangely allowed me to support myself on him, I looked over him with corner of my eyes. He peeked outside carefully.

" Everything is fine now. We can head back" He said.

I nodded and we both got out of the small confined place. Stepping out, we saw the old lady still covered with blood. I went down my knees and felt sorry for her. If only I didn't force suga to bring me here she would have been alive. If only I stayed at home like he insisted , she would be still breathing.

All of this forced me to blame myself and I hated that. I hated the fact of accusing myself. I blinked back my tears and face palmed. Suga slipped down on his knees too and closed her eye lids which were wide open from shock. Water formed a blanket over my eyes.

" Blaming yourself won't change anything " He said . His voice was laced with uneeded confidence and ego. His look screamed ' I warned you' which wasn't helping my state at all.

He sighed and was about to say something , when the howling of sirens covered the air . Without even wasting a second, suga pulled me up and dragged me out of the place.

Out of all the streets, he picked this deserted one to get back to our home . It was so chilly already and the street was completely silent with only the clicking sound of foots hitting the road.

I sighed heavely remembering everything.

" Oh gosh y/n. You are sighing for thousand time in five minutes." He said, irritated.

" I am not. 1 min has 60 seconds and five minutes have a total of 300 seconds. Even if one sigh takes one second , summing up I would have sighed only 300 times not thousand" I replied.

He stopped in his track and saw me in disbelief. He slapped his own mouth for starting this and moved forward with one last glance. I followed him , head hung low.

" My happiness have costed a life" I said in a low guilty voice.

" Of course. No doubt in that" He said, casually .

I suddenly wanted to smack his waving butt of over confidence.

" You are making me feel pathetic " I said, calmly controlling myself.

" Do you want me to sooth you. Sorry I don't do charity work" He said.

This time I really raised my legs to kick his butt but stopped when he did. He was standing frozen . I moved forward to take a closer look at his face. He was looking somewhat nervous and pale. His lips were quivering. I waved my hands in front of him.

" Let's take a different path " He said and turned on his heels and retarded his way back.

Confused I looked ahead and everything hit me hard. The road ahead us had no street lights, making it look like a black hole and extremely silent. I smirked .

" How childish. You are afraid of dark " I said with a mocking laugh. He stopped on his track and looked at me.

" Who said".