Of all the men in the world
I fell to a man whose heart isn't gold
I tried to let the feelings go
I tried, but my heart said no
He is good looking, they say
But he isn't fine, brain say
A man like him will drag me down
And I let myself be drown by now
I cried all night
Wiping dried tears at 12 midnight
Questioning myself what is wrong
Then realizes it was my whole self all along
I did things on my own
Changed myself for him to know
To know the better me who deserve him
The better me who truly love him
The day comes when I finally confess
I was then a girl who is dauntless
Not until you deflate the confidence
That cause my heart to shattered in pieces
I did all the things just to forget
The embarrassing moment I should regret
I drunk till my visions blur
I cried till my heart can't recognize you anymore
Numberless questions flowed in my head
'Why is it have to be you' it said
Bombarded by the question myself made
Why can't my heart beats for someone instead?
26 guys tried to heal the heart
But no one of them did the right
I started to ask myself again
How do I start moments to regain?
I locked myself and start crippling
Emotions in my eyes start vanishing
Tears escaped from my chinky eyes
And a wary smile didn't reach the puffy eyes
My journey was too long
So I guess it's time to be with the angels to sing along
And I hope my man finally found her
Cause it's time for me be oblivion forever.
