𝒰𝓈𝒽𝒾𝒿𝒾𝓂𝒶'𝓈 𝒯𝓌𝒾𝓃 𝒮𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇; ꜱᴇᴍɪ ᴇɪᴛᴀ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

{21} What he did.

Warning: Mentions of sensitive topics such as abuse.

3 years ago (still)

Y/N pov

After about a month of coming to America and being with my new friends, I had become quite popular with both girls and boys alike. I quickly moved through the ranks of the volleyball world in America and got especially close to Lucas.

Julia was my best friend in America, and she knew that Lucas and I had been getting close. Like usual, she didn't let anything go unnoticed.

She would always say things like, "Hey, heeeeeey, I saw you and Lucas hanging out together yesterdaaaay!" or, "When are you and Lucas gonna get together?" 

That's when I showed her my brother. It got her to be quiet most of the time because my brother to her, he was the ideal man, and I would always say, "If you stop teasing I'll introduce you one day." Although it was true, I did like Lucas even though I had only known him for about a month.

In my eyes, he was perfect. He was the official setter of the boy's national team. He was good looking and had a great personality. He never failed to make me or our friends laugh, and he was always nice to everyone he met.

But, that was all just a facade.

He confessed to me at lunch after Matt pushed him in my direction causing him to bump into me and knock us both over. He fell over on top of me and he had the reddest face I had ever seen. He lifted his head up so our eyes were looking into each others. Cliche right? Yeah, it was, but to me it was perfect.

"O-Oh, uh hey Y/N. How's it going?" Lucas asked in a sheepish voice. "JUST HURRY AND ASK HER OUT!" Our friends yelled in unison two yards away from us.

"Well cats out of the bag," he giggled nervously, "Y/N, go out with me?" I felt my face heat up as other people cooed around us. "I uh, me?" I asked as I pointed at myself. 

Lucas let out a laugh as he said, "Well yeah, what other Y/N?" I smiled at him as I looked into his piercing blue eyes. "Yes, I'll go out with you. Now get off of me, you're heavy!" Lucas got off of me as the people around us clapped.

After he had publicly asked me out in front of the entire school, we were one of the most well-known couples. Everyone admired us and would always say, 'They have the perfect relationship!'

And well, they weren't wrong. We did have a perfect relationship. It just didn't stay that way.

Lucas was an amazing boyfriend. He treated me nicely and in return, I treated him nicely. We would always spend our free time together and we would practice together as well. 

Things were going great. Until he made me do things I didn't want to. He never raped me, but he did make me do things I didn't want to, well more like he pressured me. I always told myself I would never send vulgar pictures unless it was my husband, but even then I would still be wary.

However, after about 3 months of dating, he started guilt-tripping me. He would always say things like 'Aw c'mon, your gonna make me sad,' or 'really? Don't you wanna make your boyfriend happy?'

Before all of this happened, I was always known as someone who was too nice and couldn't say no to any situation. 

So whenever he would ask for pictures or something else, I would always be hesitant, but eventually I would give in. He took advantage of my kindness and he did things I didn't want to. He would touch me.

I never said anything though. I was too scared. When I did try to tell Julia, my closest friend, she almost brushed it off like it was nothing. 

About 5 months in, he asked me to have sex with him. I refused, of course. Knowing my luck, I could be on the pill and we could have used a condom and I would have still gotten pregnant, not to mention, I just didn't want to.