DREAMS..... Make it or Break it !

Amnesia

Life is like a book who knows which chapter is going to be next? It's like I started waking up with amnesia, almost forgetting about the past four bitter months how I used to cry, blame and curse myself and don't-want-to-try-again feelings.

Everything started to be perfect like earlier used to. Mom, dad, my elder brother and sisters including Sophia and Aisha gave a new meaning to my life again with their support and encouragement.

I thought few months are left for exams and this time I had to make it or else I am going to break down into pieces. I started only focusing on my studies. My studies are on one side and the whole world is another side. I again started my fight to fulfill my dream. I made time tables and stick it on my bedroom wall so that I don't forget anything. I used to wake up in the middle of night and study when everyone in the house sleeps.

All were sitting in the hall and talking with each other about the cousin sister wedding, showing wedding pictures and telling wedding was fantabulous, the arrangements, lights, foods, everything was just perfect and that so many sections to eat was really confusing what to eat and what not to? Everyone was looking beautiful and Surie. I heard someone taking my name I jumped out from my bed and walked ahead to reach at hall. I asked what Surie? My elder sister tauntingly, looking nice first time. I said I always look nice if you don't see my beauty then it's your fault and by the way beauty lies in the simplicity and I like to be simple the way I used to carry myself always. She grinned, that that makes you beautiful and really different from others. I said thank you and grinned back to her.

My cell phone beeped up with a new message. Siddharth messaged me.

Siddharth: Hey! Beautiful ;)

I (confused): You alright?

Siddharth: More than alright. By the way I messaged you to say check out your facebook account?

I: What's new about it? When I be free I'll check?

Siddharth: Please right now. It'll take just five minutes only.

I: Dumbass. Wait a minutes and I be there.

I hurriedly like a hurricane turn on the computer and logged on to Facebook. Siddharth was already online waiting for me. I scroll down the notifications page to look what's new? Siddharth Verma tagged you in his photos. I clicked onto the notification to see which picture and found in wedding pictures.

I messaged him on facebook: Thank you for the lovely photos J

Siddharth: My pleasure ;) Did you saw yourself looking stunning:*

I: Something has definitely happened with you. I'm noticing you are behaving weird to me?

Siddharth: Nothing has happened to me, tea-holic :P Stop using your brain so much otherwise it'll gonna burst out and you won't be able to fulfill your dream:D

I: Finished saying what you want? Now may I: /

Siddharth: Yup! Now you can?

I: Buh bye and logged out from facebook.

I thought he is behaving very differently after that wedding night. Earlier he never used to flirt with me but now every time he used to flatters. Something has happened with him and he is hiding it from me I don't know why? I wish! He is fine and nothing is troubling me. May be he is thinking about her that's why and lots of thoughts dancing in mind. I said to myself, chuck it. He soon will let me know everything.

My duty is to cut salads sometimes slices, sometimes chopped and sometimes dicing, I am good with it that is why and also serves food on the dining table. I was done with dad. My elder brother came late from his office so I was serving him too. While I was done serving him, he called out me. He was looking serious I was afraid to go near to him thinking what he has to say to me. I asked what? He said in a very serious way to sit down on the chair. I was afraid. He said Surie when will that day come when you are in the kitchen and no noise comes out till here. I stand up and burst out in laugh. He said to mom in a very typical Indian tone, Na jaane kiska ghar barbaad karegi? We'll get complaints from them. The boy will say 'Accha accha bolke scrap material thama diye'.

Mom and Dad too started laughing. I protested, just one fault and you are saying like this. How mean of you and said 'Jisko karna hoga karega or else I am not dying to get married and by the way I have so many years left, first I want to fulfill my dream then we will think lots of time is there to think.