Chapter 20

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I dropped Luke of at his house. I ignored him the whole way there. Even though the ride was just about 8 minutes.
One of the only things I had asked him where if he had walked or used a car.
Turns out he had walked so I didn't have to worry about bringing his car back to his house.
By the time I got home, my mom was sitting in the couch.
" It's 4:30 AM, can you explain to me why you where out.
And using my car." She said standing up and crossing her arms.
I don't want to tell her it was Luke.
She might think Luke is that type that drinks every night.
I don't want that.
" I- I um. I was just going to go get some foods." I said stuttering.
But then realized I didn't have any groceries in my hand.
" Yeah nice joke. Now what really happened."
I thought about Lucas. He was my best friend.
My boyfriend. My everything.
And then, the next day I found that he committed suicide.
" I went to visit Lucas' grave." I said hoping she would believe me.
But at the same time,
it felt really wrong.
" Oh. Honey why didn't you tell me." She said hugging me.
Lucas really was the best friend I could ask for.
I still loved him.
After all. He did die 5 months ago or so. I'll never love anyone more than him though.
If I ever start loving someone else, I'll probably hate myself. Or at least stop talking to
the person for a while to stop liking them.
I never found out the reason why he had committed suicide.
We where together all the time.
Our parents where actually great friends too. So they didn't mind if we wanted to go to another city, or travel.
I loved him so much. I always will.
The one thing that I knew was probably one of the reasons for committing suicide was because he would get bullied.
I would too. But way less than him.
I don't know who he got bullied by.
He wouldn't tell me. He would just go home with a black eye.
Or a big bruise in his arm. One time, he went home with a broken arm.
I used to get bullied by this girl named Britney.
She didn't hurt me or push me around but she would tell people bad things about me and say that I'm a
"Whore, Slut" stuff like that.
I started loosing my friends, except for of course Matt, Luna, Stella, and Jake.
They where with me through thick and thin.
The bullying for me stopped as soon as Britney got kicked out of the school for multiple things, Bullying, cheating on a test, and
always skipping classes.
Not for Lucas though. I still haven't found out who
was bullying him. I know it was group. I don't know who was in the group though.
I want to find out. I want them to know that what they did caused my best friends death.
" Ok. Um I'm gonna head back up I'm tired." I said.
I made a mental note to actually visit his grave because I haven't in a couple weeks.
I also made a mental note to text my friends, I haven't talked to them in a while.
I went up stairs after my mum agreed that I should get some sleep.

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Luke- Emilyyyyy
Luke- please answer
Luke- Imy
Luke- it's been a week
Luke- I'm really sorry
Luke- can I come over
Me- no
Luke- SHES ALIVE
Luke- YOU ANSWERED
Luke- emilyyyy
Luke- please let me come over.
Luke- please
Luke- please
Luke- please
Luke- please
Luke- please
Luke- please
Me- stop
Luke- I won't stop till you say yes
Luke- please
Luke- please
Luke- please
Me- for what
Luke- I want to
Luke- oh and I have to tutor you.
Me- no
Me- I don't want you to tutor me ever again
Luke- Emily please
Luke- I'm really sorry.
Luke- please
Luke- Emily

I felt really bad

Me- fine
Luke- thank god cause I'm outside

Wow

A/n

Umm yeah

Lmao Luke's such a creep " I'm outside"

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