Kaleidoscope of Emotions

This Time

The wilderness winds whisper, waking sleepy waves
Sediments of my sorrowful past misbehave like a shockwave
Sediments of her memories keeps replaying, is it engraved?
Sediments of hope that the "you and I" will be saved.

In your captivatingly beautiful brown but cold, far, distant eyes
I saw your affection- no! It was a lie!
'Cause you went there, telling me that we were oil and water, but you were unwise!
Why'd you let yourself be swallowed by the darkness of the cave without saying goodbye?

My tears fell endlessly like a rain, so the pouring rain covered my tears
I'm comprised with scars: battle scars and healing scars, caused by spears
Solar eclipse started to scream the pain hidden for years
Succumbing to what hurt unbearably, I swear

Somewhere, I abruptly saw someone very familiar
From her aura, to her physique and idyllic eyes; I know her!
The girl who truly loved, treasured, and accepted me when I was younger
I forgot her; I forgot myself, but this time, I'll never will, ever.