Broken (kokichi angst)

He can't be dea-

TW: Major character death, Kokichi Ouma, Rantaro Amami, panic attacks, tears, stress, OuMami, and pain.

If you are sensitive to any of these, please be cautious !!

Kokichi's POV:

It's been 2 hours, where is Amami ??? I picked the lock to his dorm, he isn't in there !! Is he in the library still ??? Maybe he's in someone else's room ... someone else's— sOmeonelses— s omeo ne elsesssss— somEoNe ełllseeee

Sorry, sorry— I got ahead of myself, he's probably still in the library, maybe he decided to sleep there for the night. It is kinda peaceful. I just hope he's okay, and the 'in someone else's bed' thing is not true, he loves me !! he wouldn't lie to me, right? rIght? rI g h T?
rIg Ht???

yeah, he would never cheat on me !!

cheat on me?

we're a thing?

are we dating?

I—

Uhm...

I'll ask Amami !!

He will know !!

I walk down to the library, I feel like something has happened, something bad... but, I think Amami is the only one awake, and he's fine !!
I get to the library ... and open the door. . .

I see a horrific sight . . .

Amami's dead body

he's dead

he's dead

he'''sdEadddd

dead

he'sdea d

he's gone

gone

dead

oh god

my beloved

he's gone

the only one who ever loved me

he's dead

please

please

please no

he's not dead

he's alive

right

rIghT?!?!?!

RIGHT

RIGHT?!?!

please, no

I walk over, slowly, to Rantaro

"amami-chan?"

"amami-kun?"

"amami-san"

"amami?"

"rantaro"

"AMAMI PLEASE"

"WAKE UP" tears are filling my eyes, and dripping down my face

"RANTARO AMAMI THIS ISNT FUNNY"

"ITS NOT A JOKE ANYMORE"

"PLEASE BABE"

" p l e a s e . . ."

I get up, from hugging the lifeless corpse. I step out of the library, and look around. Nobody is around. I walk to my dorm. I can't cry anymore, at least,,, I think. Because, as I walk into my room, I close the door and lock it. I slide down it, and once I hit the floor, I start sobbing. I curl up into a ball, and cry, and cry. Do I need to tell the others? I can't possibly do that, they'll think I did it ...

Until the morning, I'll just sit here.

Hi loves, I hope you enjoyed that, I took a little break. And I am so, so grateful you lovely, amazing beings on this floating rock understood !! Have a good day, stay safe, drink water, rest, eat food, and remember that you are wonderful and amazing !!