It's been almost a month
A whole month since I've seen her.
Heard her voice
Touched her skin.It's been the roughest month of my life. I've been acting out on pure anger. No one was safe from my wrath and It just so happen to be the month everyone wanted to fuck with me.
I removed my mask as we drove away from the scene. Everyone in the car was laughing hysterically at what we've just done but I sat in the passenger seat quietly.
"That'll teach those fuckers to fuck with us." Sad Eye laughed.
It was nothing to laugh about.
I saw a little girl there. I saw as the bullet penetrated her chest and I saw her fall back on the ground.If I was going to be miserable every fucking person around me was going to be the same and I didn't give a fuck who's blood I have to spill.
I was dropped at the Safe house and I took my car driving home.
As soon as I got there I saw Aisha sitting on my doorsteps
Fucking great.
This is the first time I've seen her since that night. I could still see some bruises.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" I questioned angrily slamming my door shut.
She stood up walking over to me.
"Spooky-" I didn't let her finish before my hands were wrapped around her throat."You ruined everything for me. I'm going to fucking kill you." Both of my hands were now wrapped around her, putting even more pressure.
Her faced paled as she struggled for breath. I wanted to break her.
"Let her go you fucker." I was pushed to the side by her brother
I chuckled darkly
"Two Hernandez to get rid of.", I smirked making a move for her brother"Wait No. No. Stop." She whispered standing in between him and I.
I got in her face.
"Then get off my fucking property." I shouted."Fuck you Spooky." She flipped me off and ran across the street where her dumb ass should've been
"Woow, the least you could do is invite her in, make her dinner since that's the chic you decided to fuck up shit with Rih for." I turned and glared at Cesar.
He's been home every single day for the past month. And all he did was taunt me, making snarky comments. I was so close to killing him myself.
"Get the fuck out of my face Cesar." I glared, pushing pass him to get inside the house. I could hear his footsteps behind me.
My mind went to the little girls face again. I wasn't the one that fired the shot but I might as well have. That Little girl could've been mine.
"No,no. I'm still going to get in your face for you to realise how much of a dick you actually are Oscar. You know Monse always said you were a fuck up and I always defended you but now I see that's actually true." He argued grabbing my arm turning me around.
"You think I'm a fuck up huh? then why the fuck are you in my house. Don't forget I was the one that raised you. I put clothes on your back and I fed you. Don't start forgetting it. You either put some respect on me or you get the fuck out." I argued back getting in his face.
He wanted to act all tall and mighty, running his mouth saying whatever pleased him, thinking he was grown. If he wanted to act grown, I was going to give him a chance to do so.
"Oh, you kicking out of my own fucking house now?" He shouted.
"Your own fucking house? I don't recall you paying any bills. All your ungrateful ass does is sleep here, eat all my fucking food and sneak in your bitch ass puta in here.", my face whipped to the side, feeling contact with my cheek.
I chuckled dryly my hands going to my busted up lips now.
"So you wanna punch me now?, you wanna fight? Let's see if your bite is bigger than your bark because that's all you be doing. Running your mouth like a little bitch." I spat at him. I was livid. He had the audacity to put his hands on me after everything I've done for him. All the shit I've had to go through just to protect his ass.
"You know what Oscar. Fuck you! You want me to fucking leave then guess what I fucking will. You deserve to die alone here and be fucking miserable like the asshole you are." I clenched my jaw as he walked away from me.
He was the least of my worries. I had a whole long list of them and I could just add him to it if he wanted
He came back out with his duffel bag in hand.
I walked over to the door opening it for him.
"Go. Let's see how long you fucking last out there without me. Then your ass gonna come back crawling and begging." I nodded towards the door.
"Fuck you Oscar. I'm so glad Rih dumped your ass. You never deserved her."
This made me angrier.
All I kept hearing is that I didn't deserve her. That she deserved more.
But she was mine.
I was the only thing she deserved and I would fucking tear Freeridge apart before I let another man get near her.I didn't give a shit whether we were together or not. It was either me or no one at all and that's something I swore on my life.
She was never going to be happy.
I shoved Cesar out of my house and slammed the door shut in his face.
I had no time to deal with this bullshit. I was fucking done.
I furiously walked into the kitchen, opening up the cupboard and took out an unopened bottle of Henny
The task tonight was to finish it all in 2 hours.
And I was going to drink my sorrows away.
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ANTI - Oscar Diaz
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