𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙄𝙨 𝘼 𝙂𝙖𝙢𝙚 || 𝙅𝙞𝙖𝙦𝙞 x 𝙓𝙪𝙚𝙚𝙧

Chapter 39

Xueer's POV

"Kong Xueer."

The guy in front of me said.

Why is he here?

How did he know that I'm here?

What does he wanted?

"C-Cai Xukun."

I said while stuttering.

I can feel my hands trembling.

I always feel that everytime I'm nervous or scared.

"Xueer. I missed you."

He said and was about to hug me when I stopped him.

"Don't come near me."

I sternly said.

"I understand. You're still mad at me, right?"

He said while looking at me but I glared at him instead of replying.

"Let's talk. Please."

He calmly said while looking directly into my eyes.

Those eyes used to be my weakness.

And now, I think that weakness is coming back again.

After a few moments of thinking whether I should let him explain to me or not, I finally decided.

I decided that it won't be bad to have a conversation with him again.

I nodded at him and made my way to sit down on one of the benches while he did the same and sat beside me. Not too far. Not too near.

"X-Xueer. I'm sorry."

He started but I didn't reply and just stared at the stars above.

"I know I've done a big mistake. I ruined your life. Because of me, You decided to come back here and leave your great life in Korea."

He said and I can't help but to start tearing up.

Good thing he knows that.

He's the main reason why I went back here. My life in Korea was all good.

Until he cheated on me.

That's the reason why I decided to leave Korea and start a new life here.

I want to leave all the bad memories in there.

"Me and the girl I cheated with didn't end up together. We both know that we don't really like each other."

He said and I just looked at him with no emotions.

"It's been 7 months since you left Korea. In those 7 months, I realized so many things, Xueer."

"I realized how much I caused destruction in your life."

"And because of that realization, I felt so guilty."

"I even thought of taking my own life. I'm not saying this for you to feel pity on me."

He said and I'm just here looking at him.

"But I realized, Nothing would change even if I kill my self. I thought that I should do something for you to forgive me."

He said and stopped.

I watched him as he stand up and faced me then kneeled down in front of me.

He started bursting into tears with his head lowed while holding both of my hands.

"I'm sorry, Xueer. I-I'm really sorry."

He said multiple times.

I bit my lip to stop my self from crying as well.

I can't just look at someone crying so bad in front of me.

Xukun is nice.

He did cheated on me but I know how nice he is.

He never hurt me. He never abused me.

He always understands me.

It just happened that he can't take it anymore.

It's all my fault. I know.

If only I gave enough time and attention to him, I know he won't cheat on me.

I know he can't do that.

I'm the one who caused pain for my own self.

"Xukun."

I called out and he slowly raised his head to face me.

I can see the tears flowing endlessly on his cheeks.

"L-Let's get back together."

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Chapter 39, Done.

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