What hurts the most

Part 14

A/n: Nash and Lilly are dating and they have been for about 1 week

Lilly's pov
I could not say anything, I just ran out the door to the only place I felt comfortable. I went to Nash's house. By the time I walked up on his porch I was crying. I knocked on his door, and Hayes opened it
" hi" hayes said with worried eyes
" c-can I, I talk to Nash" I said choking on my words
" yeah come in" he said
I walked in the house and I saw Nash on the couch eating and watching tv and when he saw that I was crying he rushed over to me.
" Lilly what's wrong" he asked worried
" I need to talk to you outside" I say
We walk onside and we sit on chairs that they have On there porch
" so what's wrong" Nash's ask again
" my mom wants me to move to L.A with her" I said
" what, when" he asked almost crying
" i don't know I just ran out" I said
" well if you do move how are we going to make it, Lilly I-I can't lose you." He said with tears welling up in his eyes
" don't worry we will do whatever it takes" I say full on crying now
We both get up and he embraces me in the tightest hug he has ever gave me. We separate and he is crying now. We look each other in the eye
" I love you, Lilly" he says
" I love you more, Nash" I say
He leans in and crashes his lips on to mine and they move slowly together. I feel a wet tear fall on my cheek, but the tear is not from me it's from him.
" I need to go" I say
" tell me what she says " he says back
" I will" I say
I walk back in my house and my mom is now crying.
" umm mom do I have to go" I ask
" yes, I have custody of you now" she says
" why are you doing this" I shout
" because I miss you and love you" she says
" a mother who loves there children does not leave for 2 years" I shout
I run up the stairs to my room and cry and cry. What am I going to do with Nash and shasa. I go so attached to them and now we leave. This is s unfair. And what about my dad, Does he even know. I ask myself tons of questions while crying and then I finally drift off into sleep.

Nash's pov
When Lilly leaves to go back and talk to her mom, I go into my house and walk up to my room. I can't stop crying. I just love her and I don't want to live without her. I need to call shasa because she will know what to do
" hey" I say when shasa picks up
" what's up grier" she says
" we might lose Lilly" I say crying
" what, why" she says worried
" her mom told her that she wants Lilly to move to L.A with her" I said
" no, no she can't to that" shasa says about to cry
" idk if they can" I say
" well I don't know what I would do without her" shasa says while crying

That's when I burst into tears because I don't know what I would do without Lilly ether.