11:19 PM
John POV
John's ApartmentI have a new roommate. She's a little girl with that has the power to be a killing machine and I brought her into my apartment...
What could go wrong?
I placed the girl on a seat across from me at the table. I'm still not comfortable being near her. I'm still getting there.
I needed something to eat. I also needed to get something for that girl. Her body looked frail and slim. I checked the fridge and I found nothing. Figures. I didn't go outside for a couple days. I continued to search the kitchen, looking for anything that I could digest.
"What? That's it?"
The only thing I could get my hands on was a big bag of Doritos, a chocolate bar which I'm pretty sure is not expired, and water bottles.
This is all that I have? When I needed it most, I was let down again. Typical shit world.
I was about to go on a rant but I realized. Enough bitching. There is a guest here. That I brought here. This is better than jack shit.
I got paper plates and put it next to the food. I don't feel like washing actual plates. Waste of time. Not worth it.
I split the food we had into equal halves to the best of my ability. I then gave her own portion. The girl just continued to look at me.
"Here. It's yours to eat. I h-hope you enjoy."
There was nothing but awkward silence. Man, can this girl not communicate?
She continued to stare at me. I kept telling her to eat but it was useless. I even gave her a gesture but I still got the same reaction. It's useless...
"Forget it."
I let out a deep sigh.
In defeat, I sat on the other end. I took some of the chips I had and shoved it into my mouth. I was so relieved to have something enter my system. Finally I have something good for once. This day was shitty and confusing.
Enough thinking. I need MORE!
I was so damn hungry that I continued to stuff my mouth more.
Wait.
Where are my manners? Aw, who cares! No one is going to judge me here. This is my apartment. I don't care what others think.
I'm alone........
Except now I have that girl SITTING ALL ACROSS FROM ME!
Where are my manners? Shouldn't I eat decently in front of others. Nope. I don't give a shit about the world and this trash society.
Maybe you could at least eat nicely? Why should I? I fucking hungry!
But-
Shut up! I just want to eat! Leave me alone!
I started to then pound me head on the table aggressively."Uh...."
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'M STARTING TO LOSE MY DAMN MIND!!
Did I just did all that in front of her? Gosh who cares anymore? She doesn't even do-
In the midst of my frustration, I caught a glimpse of her.
She was eating, eating in the exact same way I was. Just looking at the way how I ate made me feel a bit embarrassed. It was like looking a wild animal aggressively snacking on his prey. At least she is finally eating, regardless of how. What am I waiting for? Time to eat!
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