Taking A Risk For You

Chapter 5

Nakakainis! Lagi na lang ganito. Sa t'wing mag aaway kami ako lang ang napapagalitan. They only care for my sisters' feelings. How about me? I'm still their daughter, do the even consider my feeling when it comes to this kind of situation?

I am in my room right now, I left them after Lilien accept my apology. Ughh, ayaw kong matulog ng galit ako! I need something to comfort me!

I waited for fifteen minutes to make sure that no one is around. After that I went to the refrigerator in kitchen to check if there is an ice cream. "Gotcha!" I found one! Luckily it's my favorite flavor! I think I should request a lot of ice cream with Cookies and Cream flavor. I will talk to Lola about that tomorrow.

I will brush my teeth na lang uli. Ang importante ngayon ay mawala ang galit sa akin. I grab a spoon and went to my room. Dahan dahan ang paglalakad ko baka kasi mapakinggan ako nina mama, katabi ko pa naman ang kwarto nila, tapos katapat ng kwarto nila ay kay lola, sa gilid naman ng kay lola ay kay lilien, then the other 2 rooms is for guests.

When I finally reach my room, I open my phone to play my favorite song 'With a Smile' by Eraserheads. I adjusted the volume sapat lang para maging magaan ang loob ko. Then I place my phone sa aking beside table and I start to eat my ice cream.

Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try

The music echoed on my room. Ughh!. The music and my ice cream calms me! How I love this both. I giggled.

After I calm down and finish eating my ice cream I went to my cr and brush my teeth. When I finish brushing my teeth I can't remember if I already did my night care routine. Think Ashley! Think! Ugh, I can't remember. Fine I'll just do it again! I finished my night care routine and finally! I can sleep now, without any heavy thing on my heart.

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My school days are fine. Nakapag pa stock na din ako kay lola ng ice cream and half of it is cookies and cream. Sa bahay lang mejo nagkakasagutan pa din kami ni Lilien but I don't care anymore, alam ko sa sarili ko na wala akong ginawang masama so bakit ako ang mag baba ng pride? Tsaka di ko line na ako ang unang mag a approach.

After our breakfast I am thinking what to do now. And suddenly the light bulb above my head blink. Aha! Maybe I'll talk to lola maiintindihan naman niya ako.

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"Are you sure apo? Ayaw mo bang mag pa hatid na lang kay Mang Kulas mo?" she asked. I plan to go to the mall today, I'll take commute para masaulo ko ang daan dito sa Poblacion Miranda. 

"Lola, I can manage myself. Hindi naman ako batang munti na kailangan pang turuan. I can ask if ever na maligaw ako" I said with my convincing voice "And way ko na rin ito para malaman ang pasikot sikot dito sa atin, ilang taon din ako dito e." I continued.

"Ikaw talagang bata ka o'o. Sya sige hahayaan kita, basta sa mall ang punta mo. Siguraduhin mong babalik ka dito ng maaga Ashley Ronan at malilintikan ka ng iyong mga mama." Yeah lagi naman, tss "Pag nagkataon wala na naman ako dito dahil luluwas ako sa ibang bansa. Maya maya ay aalis na ako dito hindi mo na ako mada datnan pag uwi mo." She added

"Where are you going?" I said with my arched brow

"Makikipag date" she winked at me.

"Lola!"

"Gusto ko lang pumunta sa Switzerland, bawal ba? Tsaka wala na ang lolo mo, ayos lang iyon" aba sana all. Gusto ko ding bumalik sa manila, okay kaya yon?