Poems I Wrote

Him and Her

Her

I can't believe this is happening

I don't understand what's going on

I don't know why I'm even crying

I don't get how things got so wrong

You let me go

After holding on for so long

I never thought your dark colors would show

Now I'm forced to question every love song

Now I walked out the door

But you didn't chase after me

I hit the ground, hit the floor

Some place where you wouldn't see

Been holding back the tears

But you broke all my walls

You cured even my worst fears

Making me gain back control

Now I wonder why you gave up

Wasn't I good enough?

I wish this hurt would stop

I never knew love was this tough

Now I'm with somebody else

But you don't seem to care

And you're with somebody else

You look so happy; it's unfair

It kills me to see you smile

Because I know I'm not the reason anymore

Won't you turn around for a while

And see I'm almost done for

It's tiring to keep up with days

Knowing you won't hold me

Knowing you forgot all our ways

Knowing there's nothing worth to see

He's with me but he's not you

He tries his best to make me happy

I feel so guilty for being untrue

Around him I'm just not me

I will wait for you

I know it's a foolish thing to do

Impossible even; it'll never come true

But if it does, just know there's a big yes here waiting for you

Him

I know you're confused

About everything going on

You must feel cheated, used

Wondering how things got this wrong

I never let you go

You don't know I'm still holding on

I wish you knew, so

What we had would never have gone

That night you just walked out the door

I froze up - but I wanted to chase after you

I knew you'd hide somewhere and cry for sure

It's all my fault for not doing what I had to do

Babe I know you're holding back those tears

But if they fall I don't have the right to wipe them away

I just scarred your heart and made true your fears

What should I have done to make you stay?

You must think I've already given up

Why would I do something as stupid as that?

But I am stupid, 'cause I never made you stop

From walking out of my life in a snap

I see you're with somebody else

It hurts so much just to care

And I'm with somebody else

But I'm miserable - it's unfair

It's tiring keeping up a fake smile

Forcing myself to do it since you're not here anymore

If you'd let me, I'll turn around even just for a while

And hold you in my arms like before

Everyday is suffocating

Knowing I can't hold you

Everyday I feel like dying

I wish you felt the same too

He's with you now, he took my spot

Now he's the one making you happy

I hate him so much, I want him to rot

I have no right to say this, but I'm sorry

If there's a chance, I hope you'll still wait for me

I know it's foolish of me to have false hope

Is it that impossible for it to come true?

I miss you so much, please don't say no