Broken (Nash Grier and Cameron Dallas)

Chapter 35

Nash's Pov

I feel so stupid for telling Nicole I didn't love her. Of course I still love it's just I can't love her. I have a girlfriend who I care about .

I didn't mean to hurt her. I hate seeing her cry. I love her...

Nicole's Pov

I collapsed to the floor. I didn't cry I just say there completely numb. It was like I couldn't feel anything. My heart was broken.

I felt like I had just lost a piece of me. I got up and went to the bathroom. I stared at my distorted appearance in the mirror. My tear stained cheeks were red and my eyes were swollen.

I looked in the cabinet and found something I hadn't used in a while. It was the thing that was always there for me when I needed it most. My blade.

I sat on the edge of my bathtub and began cutting my wrist and thighs. I never thought I would do this ever again.

It made some of the pain go away but it was only temporary. The words of him saying he didn't feel the same replayed in my mind.

I wanted it to go away but they wouldn't stop. I climbed into my bed and cried until I couldn't cry anymore. I eventually fell asleep but I never wanted to wake up.

1 week later

I had just gotten out of the shower when I heard a knock on my door. I wrapped the towel around my body and walked to the door.

I opened it to see Nash. Just as I was about to shut the door on him he stuck his foot in it.

"Go away Nash"

"No Nicole we need to talk"

"We've talked already and you told me how you felt goodbye"

"No I was wrong. I can't stop thinking about you and what we had. I can't picture myself being with anyone but you. I broke up with my girlfriend because I want to be with you. Nicole I love you. I was stupid to walk away from you once I'm not doing it again. I need you in my life. I can't sleep or eat when your not with me. I need you because I'm in love with you Nicole Marie Smith."

He got down on one knee and pulled a ring out of his back pocket.

I gasped in shock.

"Nicole I know this is sudden and were not even together. But I am sure of one thing and it is that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I remember that day I had the courage to tell you how I felt about you. We have been through a lot but I wouldn't change any of it. You are the girl of my dreams and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. So Nicole Marie Smith will you marry me?"

He asked while opening the ring box revealing a gorgeous and huge ring.

"Yes oh my gosh yes"

He smiled and slid the ring on my finger.

His smile faded and I realized why.

"Please don't do this again babe I love you"

"I promise I won't" i kissed my fiancé and everything seemed perfect at the moment.

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I love you all❤️

~Nicole💕