Broken (Nash Grier and Cameron Dallas)

Chapter 20

Nash's Pov

After the paramedics left, I immediately followed behind them. My thoughts were starting to take over my mind.

"My sunshine, and the reason I smile is possibly dead. It kills me to know I couldn't be there to save her. I never should of let her leave me. This is all my fault, I told her I would keep her safe... and I failed." ( Those were Nash's inner thoughts if you got confused 😊)

I pulled into the parking lot of the hospital and ran inside to the nurses desk.

"I'm looking for Nicole Smiths room"

"She in room 247"

I ran to the elevator and went looking for her room.

245...,246...,247

I ran into the room and saw my princess in a hospital bed with tunes and wires all over her body. I fell to my knees and began to cry. Until, I felt a pair of hands on my shoulder. I looked up to see a doctor.

"Excuse me young man. Are you part of her family?"

"No I'm her boy-..., I'm her friend. But, her mom is on her way. Is she going to make it?"

"Okay, well Nicole is in critical condition and she's in a coma. The chances of her waking up are very slim."

"What are the chances?"

"25 percent chance maybe less"

I felt as if my world was crumbling around me. The one thing that meant the most to me is being ripped away from me. My thoughts were interrupted by Nicole's mom Carolyn walking in.

"Nash sweetie what happened to her?"

" I don't know I just saw a tweet that she tweeted. I knew something was up when I read it. So, I went to your house. And... and I found her hanging from a rope around her neck. The doctors said she is in critical condition and she's in a coma. She has a 25 percent chance of living. I'm sorry I couldn't help and save her. This is all my fault, it should be me in that bed dying!" I cried out. She automatically hugged me.

"Nash sweetie don't beat yourself up. This is not your fault. We just need to pray she makes it through"

"I just want her to be okay. I want to hold her and kiss her. I want to marry and have children with her. I want to grow old together. Your daughter is the love of my life. And she's laying there in that hospital bed dying. I can't help but beat myself up because I promised I would protect her from everything. I didn't ,I broke that promise. I held her in my arms and felt her heart beat stop and the moment I felt that I died. If she dies I know that I won't be able to live without her. She is the reason I wake up every morning with a smile on my face. She's the reason I'm happy. She's my sunshine and if she dies there will be no light, just darkness. No reason to smile or even be happy. Without her I am nothing she completes me."

"Nash I never knew you felt that way about my daughter. All we can do is just pray and hope she wakes up and pull through."

I sat beside her bed and held her hand.

*2 week later*

The doctors say we might have to pull the plug, if she doesn't improve in the next few days.

The last couple weeks have been hell. I barely eat or sleep. I only leave to shower and get clothes. Right now I'm currently sitting next to her bed.

"Nicole please give me a sign. Squeeze my hand anything"

Nicole's Pov

I heard Nash's voice say:

"Nicole please give me a sign. Squeeze my hand anything"

I gained enough energy to squeeze his hand. He smiled and said:

" Nicole I love you so much please wake up"

I tried and tried to open my eyes until they finally fluttered open.

I tried to talk but I couldn't because I had a tube in my throat.

"Shh babe don't talk I'll get the doctor."

The doctor came in and took the tube out. He said I had to stay overnight to make sure everything was fine.

"Nash, I'm sorry." I said with a scratchy voice since my throat hurt.

"No don't be sorry. I love you. I thought I lost you."

"I'm here babe. Oh how I've missed those blue eyes."

He flashed me a smile and leaned in and gave me a peck on the lips. Sparks erupted throughout my body.

"Nicole can you tell me what happened that made you, uh well you know."

"Yeah. Well I went back to school and I was immediately harassed by Josh. I tried to fight back, but I couldn't. He was too strong, and kneed him in the groan then ran out of the school. I went home I was covered with bruises and cuts. I didn't look like myself, and all of the hate comments I was getting on top of cameron cheating started to run through my head.

I felt so worthless and then I tweeted what I thought was going to be my last tweet. I grabbed a rope from the garage and tied it around my neck then I jumped. Nash I heard everything you told my mom."

"Oh you heard that. Well it's true I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

"Hopefully one day I can be Mrs. Grier."

"You definitely will be"

"Nash my throat really hurts when I talk"

"Don't talk okay babe just go to sleep I will call your mom."

From that moment I knew that I truly loved Nash.

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A/N Hey how are all you beautiful people? I hope you enjoyed the chapter. Just dm me on twitter if you have any questions or you just want to talk.

Twitter- Nicole_ligi

Love you all ❤️

~Nicole💕