Broken (Nash Grier and Cameron Dallas)

Chapter 28

Nash's Pov

1 month later

I looked at Nicole's fragile body. Doctors said they have a donor and are doing the transplant. I started to drift asleep when they told me they were bringing her to surgery. Doctors rushed in and they took her to the operating room.

I fell to my knees and cried. I got up and ran out of the hospital. I needed air, and I sat on the sidewalk. I feel like my life has turned to shit. Nicole is dying unless the surgery goes well.

I went back into the hospital and now it was time to wait. I hated waiting the longer it took the worse my nerves got.

The doctor came out with a defeated look on his face.

"Nicole made It through, and the transplant went very well. She will be living a long healthy life."

A smile spread across my face, my beautiful angel is going to live. I went over and hugged her mom and we cried tears of joy.

"Nash she really loves you and I can see you love her to."

"I love her a lot ma'am."

She smiled and hugged me once more. A few moments later Nicole was brought back to her room. The anesthesia hasn't worn off yet so she wasn't awake.

I grabbed her hand and kissed it. I grabbed her ring hand and said,

"Someday I will give you a ring to put in this finger and call you mrs. Grier. But, I want to focus on the present now and I will do anything to get you back. I probably sound so stupid right now since your sleeping. "

"Just a little" she smiled .

"Did you hear everything?"

"Yup"

"I was being serious I hope you know"

She sighed, "Nash I know, I love you but it's harder than you think it is to forgive someone who has hurt me so much. Maybe it's better if we aren't together, It's not healthy to fight and continue to be unhappy. I love you but maybe it's for the best."

"Nicole if you loved me you wouldn't be saying this."

"No I'm saying to because I love you. I mean look at us. They say if you love someone you have to let them go and if you're meant to be you'll find your way back."

"No Nicole you don't understand I can't be without you. "

"Then why did you ignore me when I got out of the hospital. Then you got mad at me for kissing Matt. You always say you can't function without me and you seemed pretty fine to me. You are so bipolar with your feelings. I love you I really do but I just don't know about us anymore."

Nicole's Pov

"What do you mean you don't know about us?!?" He said with anger in his voice.

"Nash calm down..."

"I can't calm down when the love of my life is saying she doesn't want to be with me anymore."

"Nash I do want to be with you, but I don't know if I can handle being with you. I've been in the hospital to many times to count and I've been depressed and unhappy. This isn't a healthy relationship."

"So that's it Nicole your throwing away everything. You never loved me did you ?..."

"Nash..."

"Don't I don't want to hear any of the bullshit coming out of your mouth. Don't talk to me, you don't want to be with me then leave me alone. To make it easier on you just drop all contact with me. Never talk to me again, I'm done with this."

"Nash please don't"

"It's to late, just leave me alone you made up your mind. I'm tired of waiting for you to make up your mind."

"Nash you know I can't I love..."

"Don't even say it! I'm tired of all your lies."

He walked out of the room and probably out of my life to. Tears sprung from my eyes. I hated crying I wanted to stop being so weak.

I hated myself for being so dumb. I let him walk out and I didn't fight.

2 weeks later (she's in la in her apartment)

Nash and I haven't spoken since that night in the hospital. He hates me. I am a mess. I need a change because I don't like this Nicole so I'm going to change everything.

I made an appointment at a hair salon.

"What do you want to do to your hair today?"

"I want it to be a deep red and trimmed a little." ( picture on the side).

I walked out of the salon feeling different but a good different. The red hair complimented my skin tone. Next was clothes I wanted something more edgy and hipster. I put on a floral strapless corset with denim shorts. I put on my black Jeffery Campbell's. ( outfit in the side)

I decided to post my new look to Twitter. I took a picture in my full body length mirror and posted it to Twitter.

I captioned it, "needed a change..."

I have gotten a lot of followers with magcon and the boys. I have 700k. I got a lot of favorites,but one stood out to me. Nash favorited it. A huge smile spread across my face. I decided to go on his account. He had one recent tweet.

"Wow I was dumb to let you go, and red is definitely your color😍"

My heart melted and I decided to FaceTime him. I was hoping he would pick up, but, I was nervous he was still mad at me.

He picked up instantly.

"Woah you look beautiful"

"Thanks Nash I'm sorry for you know..."

"I know I understand where you were coming from though."

"Friends ?"

"Friends. Hey do you want to hang out with the guys and mahogany there all at the apartment."

"Yeah I'll be right over"

I grabbed my sunglasses and keys then headed out the door. I went into my car and drove to the apartment I once lived in.

I got there in 5 minutes since it's right near me. I knocked on the apartment and saw Nash. His jaw dropped and I laughed.

"Close your mouth you don't want to catch flies do you?"

I walked in and saw everyone.

"Woah who is that?" I took my sunglasses off and they all recognized me.

"Oh my gosh Nicole" mahogany said while basically tackling me.

I saw a really attractive guy smirking at me. He seemed oh so familiar but I just couldn't think of his name. The mystery boy walked over to me.

"Hey my names sammy (wilkinson❤️😍)"

"I'm Nicole"

He was really attractive . He bit his lip and smiled at me.

Nash had a look of jealousy written all over his face. I ignored it and we went to the couch to watch a movie. We put on The Conjuring. I got scared and cuddled up to sammy. He wrapped his arm around me. I looked up and stared into his eyes. He began to lean in and so did I. Well that was until Nash turned the movie off and turned the lights on.

Nash glared at me and sammy. I brushed it off and and then began talking to sammy. But Nash was all I could think about. Was he mad?

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A/N Hey bae's I hope you enjoyed this chapter.

Twitter - @Nicole_ligi

Love you all❤️

~Nicole💕